Saturday, 25 July 2026

THE BEAUTY OF THE EARTH

 



His gift, the beauty of the earth,

To soften the blow of turbulence

So relentlessly near;

With every movement of the trees

And the rustle of its leaves,

He whispers:

“I am here”

 

-       CATHRYNE ALLEN


ON SACRIFICE

 


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“For a man to lay down his all, his (1) character and reputation, his honour, and applause, his good name among men, (2) houses, his lands, his (3) brothers and sisters, his wife and children and even his (4) own life also….requires more than mere belief or supposition that he is doing the will of God; but actual knowledge, realizing that, when these sufferings are ended; he will enter into eternal rest, and be a partaker of the glory of God” (Jerry A. Wilson, Lecture 6:5, The Great Plan of Happiness, Insights From the Lectures on Faith, p 68)

Just as the Saviour paid an enormous price for the gift of eternal life that is on offer to all of us, we are asked to sacrifice our all here in mortality, to basically become like Him and be worthy of such a gift.

Paul called all things that he sacrificed and walked away from ‘but filth and dross for the excellency of the knowledge of Jesus Christ’. A real Jew, circumcised, of the stock of Israel, a Pharisee of the tribe of Benjamin, as he called himself (Philippians 3:5,8; Romans 11:1), walked away from his Jewish upbringing, family, lucrative career, and social standing amongst the Romans, and chose to believe in the gifts of eternity.

As well defined as the path of sacrifice is in the above quote, I wish to write about another form of sacrifice and that is the sacrifice of ego and self-importance because I believe this is the power base of all other forms of sacrifice. This is the root out of which all forms of sacrifice can grow.

I have a friend currently on vacation in Bali. She has been very impressed with the people’s kindness and helpfulness. She has learnt a lot of their customs, among which is the traditional responsibility among Balinese people to care for their aging parents. She found it amazing that ‘the poorer they are, the more caring and loving they are.

I replied to her that it is a proven truth that when you are not spoilt and encumbered by the comforts and luxuries of the world, you care about things that truly matter much easier and better. I also pointed out that we are so intent on ‘having things’ and we do not realize how that pursuit encourages and motivates self-importance to the detriment of the important things like giving of yourself to others which is one of the sacrifices we are asked to make.

We live in a world of ego called “me, myself and I”. Somehow, we have lost the sight of sacrifice as we seek to elevate ourselves instead. The nature of our world is undergirded by possession of worldly things, of houses and lands, of honour and applause. We cannot survive without two incomes, professional unfulfillment, a house in a well to do neighbourhood, private schools, latest cars…..and so called holidays essential for our mental health.

While Balinese people live on scooters from the age of 17 and care for their aging family members, a lot of us are relying on aged care homes to care for our parents and grandparents so we can ‘get on with our lives’.  

If we are to secure that gift of eternal life by emulating the life of Him who can give it to us, we need to place the self on the altar of sacrifice more often that we do as sacrifice of self reveals the face of eternity and the view is glorious because of the greatest sacrifice there ever was:

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.”  (John 3:16)


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

Friday, 24 July 2026

HIS EARTHLY SUFFERING

 



I heard You in my heart today

And all You tried so hard to say.

My soul split open and I could see

What You suffered in Gethsemane.

 

My tears spilled and climbed that hill

Where Your suffering increased yet still.

My sorrow spilt, I saw my guilt

As You absolved me on that cross of Calvary

 

When one day soon again we meet

I will sorrow at Your feet.

My hands raw from clutching still

That gruesome cross of Calvary.

 

You have my heart,

You have my soul,

My purchased self is Yours to own.

In my memory, Your blood runs still

On that ruthless hill of Calvary.

 

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 


HUMILITY 2

 



When Moses went up to Mount Sinai for the second time with new plates the Lord descended in the cloud, and stood with him there and proclaimed His name:

“And the Lord passed by before him, and proclaimed, The Lord, the Lord God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abundant in goodness and truth. Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin….” (Exodus 34:4-7)

There is real significance in this. When God restores or renews covenants, He reveals himself by confirming His impeccable character so His people can know Him, trust Him and follow Him. In other words, He is saying, this is who I am, who you are covenanting with. It is meant to build faith in people and invite them back into a real relationship with Him. In this instance, Israel had broken the covenant by worshipping the golden calf.

The Gospel of John records Christ’s proclamations of who He is which identifies Him as the Saviour of all mankind. These proclamations are known as the “7 I AMs:

·         I am the bread of life (6:31,51)

·         I am the light of the world (8:12)

·         I am the door of the sheep (10:7,9)

·         I am the good shepherd (10:11,14)

·         I am the resurrection and life (11:25)

·         I am the way, the truth and the life (14:6)

·         I am the true vine (15:1,5)

I have often been amazed at the confidence with which Jesus proclaimed Himself as the Messiah. The Jews expected Him to come in the clouds of glory, not through the stench of a stable. Judging Him to be a mere mortal led some to say that He was mad because of these proclamations (John 10:20) and some that he was possessed of a devil (John 8:48; 8:52; Mark 3:22; Luke 11:15). But imagine if He didn’t openly proclaim what He was like and what He had to offer as the Saviour of the world. Who would have had faith in Him if He held back and denied His attributes and characteristics and His role in the human experience? How blind the people of Jesus’s time were not to see that His confidence was grounded in humility and not pride.

Sometimes we are reluctant to vocalise our good qualities for fear that people will consider us prideful. Martin Luther said: “True humility does not know that it is humble. If it did, it would be proud from the contemplation of so fine a virtue.” I do not completely agree with this statement.  We are told that humility is the mother of virtues and rightly so but I wonder if we know how to properly appreciate it for our benefit.

There is one person we should affirm our humility to and that is ourselves. There would have to be a day when our trials and obedience have humbled us enough to be able to say to ourselves: I am humble enough to be corrected, I am humble enough to admit I am wrong, I am humble enough to be teachable, I am humble enough to be chastised, I am humble enough to receive instruction, to be taught, to receive help, to apologise, to correct a wrong, to make restitution when I have caused damage. I love a person who can say, “when I’m wrong, I’m wrong”….We should be able to acknowledge humility within us when it is for our benefit and the benefit of our fellowman.

The Book of Mormon tells us that humility before God will grant us these four things (Mosiah 4:12-13):

·         We will be filled with the love of God;

·         We will grow in knowledge of Him’

·         We will retain a remission of our sins;

·         We will love our fellowman

We want this, don’t we? So the commitment should be: I choose to be humble enough to believe in a higher power than myself, to be taught about Him, to obey Him, to amend my ways and recognize I am no better than my fellowman. That’s humility – minimizing self-importance and finding a healthy place for it on your priority list.

One man in the scriptures who knew full well who he was, what he became and by what power he got there was Paul who said: “For I am the least of the apostles, that am not meet to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God. But by the grace of God I am what I am…..” (1 Corinthians 15:9,10). In other words, I was wrong, I was humble enough to repent and accept salvation from Him who saved me from the jaws of hell. That’s humility. 

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

Thursday, 23 July 2026

THE MESSIANIC HOPE

 




The messianic hope is the expectation of an Anointed Deliverer that has its roots in pre-mortal life and that was prophesied about extensively in the scriptures (Abraham 3:27; Moses 4:1,2).

The English word Messiah comes from the Hebrew Meshiach, meaning ‘anointed’. The Greek equivalent is Christos. The Hebrew word Yeshua (Jesus in Greek) means ‘Saviour’ or ‘deliverer’. The two words combined denote one anointed of God to save or deliver His people.

The Old Testament prophets prophesied of the Messiah in incredible detail. The prophecies tell of him being born of a virgin (Isaiah 7:14); that He would be born in Bethlehem (Micah 5:2); that He would be raised a  prophet like unto Moses (Deut 18:15); that  He would be of the lineage of David (Genesis 49:10; Jeremiah 23:5-6) and that He would have the government upon his shoulder (Isaiah 9:6,7).

The New Testament prophecies revealed the life and mission of the Messiah in detail. The writers of the four Gospels especially pointed out how Jesus Christ fulfilled the Old Testament prophecies that referred to the coming Messiah, the references of which are too extensive to record here.

The most well known messianic prophecy belongs to Isaiah who spoke of Him dualistically. Isaiah 53 describes the role of Christ as a ‘suffering servant’, ‘a man of sorrows’, one who stands ‘as a sheep before her shearers’, one who takes our transgressions upon Himself. The other picture of the Messiah is that of the “King of Glory” contained in Isaiah 9, which paints a picture of deliverance, political power, and the destruction of the enemies of Israel. They speak of two time periods which the Jewish population of Christ’s time either did not understand or they chose to ignore. The ‘suffering servant’ was a reference to Messiah’s first advent when  He would deliver His people spiritually and the King of Glory who would be sitting on the throne of David and have the government upon His shoulder refers to the Millenial reign.

The Jews of Christ’s first advent recognized that Jesus was from the lineage of David  but when He refused to take up the sword against Rome and take upon himself the government of their nation, His crucifixion was seen by the majority as a proof that He could not have been the promised deliverer. Remember the mocking: “He saved others, himself he cannot save. Let Christ the King of Israel descend now from the cross, that we may see and believe. And they that were crucified with him reviled him.” ( Mark 15:31, 32).

This is where the Jewish nation went wrong in their expectation of the Messiah:

From the time of the fall of Jerusalem in 586 B.C. until the destruction of Jerusalem by the Romans in A.D. 70….the Palestinian remnant of Israel was subjected to the rule of many great powers: the Babylonians, Persians, Greeks, the Ptolemies, the Seleucids, and finally the Romans.

During this great period of bondage to different powers, the Jewish people came to see the Messiah not as one who would provide Atonement for their sins but one who would deliver them from their enemies by physical force. They wanted freedom from people who ruled them.

And so the Jews looked beyond the mark which was Christ (Jacob 4:14) and crucified their God. When He did not come in a manner that they anticipated, they looked beyond Him for another who should come…..and they wait still.

Oh that I were an angel and could have the wish of mine heart!!!! I would shout from the rooftops to unbelieving Israel: your King will come!!!!

“Behold, the day of the Lord cometh, and thy spoil shall be divided in the midst of thee. For I will gather all nations against Jerusalem to battle….then shall the Lord go forth, and fight against those nations….and his feet shall stand in that day upon the mount of Olives…and one shall say unto him, What are these wounds in thine hands? Then he shall answer, Those with which I was wounded in the house of my friends.” (Zechariah 13:6; 14:1-4)

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

THE PLAN

 



“As Neal A. Maxwell has said, we rightly praise God when requested blessings are received, “but transcending all such praise should be our everlasting praise to God for His plan of happiness – for making us the very center of His work and purposes! (A Wonderful Flood of Light, p 59). Though we are here in mortality, separated from God by the veil, his “work and his glory” are to bring to pass our “immortality and eternal life” (Moses 1:39).

“While many people will live their mortal existence without even knowing of the plan, it is incumbent upon those who are members of the restored Church to have a deep and appropriate understanding of the plan. We cannot live our lives as “perpetual youth” with only a shallow knowledge of the work that God is preparing for us.

“When David O. McKay was only 13 years of age, John Smith, the Patriarch to the Church, stopped at the home of Bishop David McKay to give blessings to the children. The patriarch laid his hands on this young boy’s head and pronounced a powerful blessing, part of which included these words:

“The Lord has a work for thee to do, in which thou shalt see much of the world, assist in gathering scattered Israel, and also labour in the ministry. It shall be thy lot to sit in council with thy brethren and preside among the people and exhort the Saints to faithfulness.”

“After completing the blessing, the patriarch gave David O. a serious look and said, “My boy, you have something to do besides playing marbles.” Later the boy found his mother getting dinner ready and said, “If he thinks I am going to stop laying marbles, he is mistaken.” The mother then took her son aside and told him the meaning of the patriarch’s words. (Inspirational Stories From the Life of President David O. McKay, p 769)

“Each of us must understand theologically that we have more to do than “play marbles”, not only here in mortality but especially in the worlds to come. Each of us must know that our theology is more fundamentally encompassing than just a principle about tea and coffee. We are the children of God. He has a plan of happiness filled with powers, principles, and doctrines that are wonderfully promissory.”

-          Jerry A. Wilson, The Great Plan of Happiness, Insights from the Lectures on Faith,p 4

 

When in the realms of heaven

You created all the worlds that be,

You created with godly care

A divine plan for me.

 

Did you gaze long and hard into eternity

To see the path I would willingly follow

To find Your love waiting for me

In my every tomorrow?

 

Each step I took brought me closer

To where I needed to be,

Each mountain You gave me to climb

Grew easier because You carried me.

 

Your mercy, Your love, Your infinite care,

It all spoke to me that You were always there.

It helped me follow to do my part

And seal You forever in the depths my heart.


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 




Wednesday, 22 July 2026

HIS LOVE

 




Your love, O Your love!

Like a soothing balm

From gilded courts on high;

It flows, and it calms,

It seeks and it finds the troubled mind.

 

It gathers and it lifts the sorrowing,

the lame, the weak;

Ever and ever Your mercy divine

Looks for those who achingly weep.

 

-       CATHRYNE ALLEN 




HUMILITY

 



To be sick and incapacitated turns even the smallest tasks into mountains. Seeing mountains before you all the time, makes you feel very small. It’s a place of powerlessness, a place of vulnerability and a place I didn’t expect, that of humility.

By being dependent on others shows you what you cannot otherwise see – your sense of self-importance. It brings you closer to the understanding that you are not as powerful as you thought you were and that you cannot survive and rise to higher ground on your own merit. In a world of ego that we live in, the lessons that lead to humility are imperative.

Herein is the necessity for humility….. Mortality is a state of weakness which we cannot rise above on our own. The good news is that a path has been provided to a power that can lift us. That path leads to Calvary and is laced with humility.

You might say the Saviour experienced mortal life at ‘ground zero’. And in doing so he ‘descended below all things that he might comprehend all things’: our difficulties, our sorrows, our sins, our imperfections, our sufferings, our inabilities, our mortal weakness (D&C 88:6; 62:1). He descended below all things that He might know the state of weakness of mortal life.

Imagine a God leaving His exalted throne and all that comes with it, to be rejected, spat upon, scourged, reviled and crucified. Imagine the humility it would take to subject yourself to all that, despite the power within your grasp....and all this for the sake of someone else and not yourself. Does it not make you wonder about your self-worth? Embrace the beating of your cherished heart, you were worth it.

I have been keeping a list of the Saviour’s characteristics for many years. So far I have 18. One year I noticed a scripture that stunned me and opened my eyes to the Saviour’s humility:

“Therefore, I command you to build a house unto me, for the gathering together of my saints, that they may WORSHIP ME” (D&C 115:8). Can you imagine the amount of humility it would take for a God totally devoid of pride to say such a thing? It would have to be someone who knows perfectly well who he is, is confident in that knowledge and most of all, has a purity of spirit and heart. Compare this to Lucifer’s desire to be worshipped (Moses 4:1-4; 1:16-19).

It amazes me that someone so powerful who calls himself ‘the king of heaven’ (2 N 10:14), who can create worlds and annihilate them by the power of His word can also be so humble (Helaman 12:9-17; D&C 63:4; Isaiah 11:4). This is the perfection of God, the balance is indisputable.

My mountains have shown me that I can do nothing of myself to rise to the summit but herein lies my hope:

“And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them.” (Ether 12:27)

Note that ‘weakness’ at the beginning of this scripture refers to the state of mortality. The ‘weak things’ mentioned at the end of the scripture refers to our individual ‘weaknesses’.

Whether the mountains will be removed or I will be carried to the summit, I know not. I only know that the Saviour of my soul has the power to do both.

O the pain that seared Your heart

As You encountered human misery

On the dusty roads of Galilee!

You embraced it all so lovingly

And took it with You to the hill of Calvary.

You, who ached for our misery,

Became the beacon of hope

For all who accept Your suffering.


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 


Tuesday, 21 July 2026

THE HOUR OF AGONY

 



You opened my heart

And searched for what

You there did not see;

My feeble faith and lack of trust

Stood in contrast to your will for me.

You sorrowed at the tears I shed

With every step I was led to take

To find You in my hour of agony.

How patiently You stood waiting

With open arms hoping I would come to Thee;

How patiently You hoped

I would give You all that was lacking in me.

- Cathryne Allen 


THE STRENGTH OF FAITH

 



True faith can never show its strength in the absence of resistance. Resistance comes when nothing is going right, when your pain is at its highest level, when fulfilment of God’s promises is slow in coming, when your friends sew doubts in your mind, when God seems far away and you feel abandoned…..

Resistance comes when your trust in God needs to be tested. I discovered that you can have faith in God and His existence and even in a multitude of proofs of His love but you can still waver in your trust of Him. For fifty years since I joined the Church, I thrived in my faith in God  and then my health was taken away and the real test came. The resistance manifested itself through trust. I had to ask myself many times if I trusted in everything I believed about Him.

In Lecture 3 of Lectures On Faith, Joseph Smith said that “three things are necessary in order that any rational and intelligent being may exercise faith in God unto life and salvation”: 1. The idea that He actually exists; 2. A correct idea of His character, perfections, and attributes; and 3. An actual knowledge that the course of life which he is pursuing is according to His will.

Some years ago I decided to follow up on this advice and studied the Book of Mormon that year looking for the Saviour’s attributes and traits within its pages. I wanted to know Him. I wrote what I came across in the margins of the book. When I had finished I flicked through the book and I found two particular attributes on just about every page. They told me that the Saviour was merciful and that He always fulfils His promises.

Trusting the mercy has been an easy one but fulfilment of promises is much harder, for two reasons…..1. we do not know HOW  He will fulfil His promise as our ways are not God’s ways (Isaiah 55:8) and 2. We do not know WHEN the fulfilment will come as the Lord works on a different time schedule for ‘all is as one day with God and time only is measured unto men’ (Alma 40:8).

When the promised something is not happening, especially when you are in dire need, the resistance steps in whispering doubts. I have been there, I know. Instead of stepping up my faith in the face of resistance, my faith has wavered through questions such as: do I really know Him? Do I really trust Him? Does He really love me? Does he want the best for me? Well, yes that last one could go either way. He always wants the best for you and you might not know how that best is going to play out in the fulfilment of his promise. Another consideration is that His priority is our eternal ‘best’ opposed to the ‘best’ here and now.

I have a testimony that the strength of our faith indeed brings about rewards from heaven. When I was going through my divorce some years ago, I was in terrible emotional pain. It felt like it was going to rip my chest open. That was the time I delved into the scriptures and studied about the Atonement because I was convinced that only God could take that pain away.

For weeks I prayed ‘through my faith in Jesus Christ and the power of the Atonement’ for a healing of my broken heart. Every time I experienced a wave of pain throughout the day, I would utter the same prayer calling upon the power of the Atonement to heal me. Never once did I think it could not happen or that it would not happen. My faith was infallible despite the unrelenting pain.  I persisted and persisted and after some weeks the pain was gone. All my negative emotions towards my ex-husband disappeared and I was able to embrace him and his new life and move on with mine.

Some years ago I was going through a difficult time and as I was studying the scriptures one day, looking for answers, into my mind came a voice which said: “You were fearless in your pre-mortality.”  I was rather stunned and answered: “It was easy then. Here it is harder because I have to walk by faith.” The voice came back: “Nevertheless, this is what is needful. This is why you are here. You cannot become gods without faith which creates reality.”

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 


Monday, 20 July 2026

THE GATE KEEPER

 




“If there is an imagery upon which I would focus, it is two scriptures from the Book of Mormon. The one in which we are reminded that Jesus himself is the gate keeper and that ‘he employeth no servant there’ (2 Nephi 9:41).

“I will tell you….out of the conviction of my soul….what I think the major reason is (why he ‘employeth no servant there’), as contained in another Book of Mormon scripture which says He waits for you ‘with open arms’ (Mormon 6:17). That’s why He’s there!

“He waits for you with open arms. That imagery is too powerful to brush aside….It is imagery that should work itself into the very center core of one’s mind – a rendezvous impending, a moment in time and space, the likes of which there is none other. And that rendezvous is a reality. I certify that to you. He does wait for us with open arms, because His love for us is perfect.”

-          Neal A. Maxwell, But A Few Days, p 7

 

I have no life but this,

To know the scope of You.

I have no wish but this,

To feel that You want this too.

I have no life but this,

To know Thy approving glance;

To kneel at Thy feet,

To know there is a chance.

I have no life but this

To follow the path to Thy throne

To be greeted with a holy kiss,

And know the reality of such bliss.


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 




HOLY GHOST

 




“I fear that some members of the Lord’s Church live far beneath their privileges with regard to the gift of the Holy Ghost. Some are distracted by the things of the world that block out the influence of the Holy Ghost, preventing them from recognizing spiritual promptings. This is a  noisy and busy world that we live in. Remember that being busy is not necessarily being spiritual. If we are not careful, the things of this world can crowd out the things of the Spirit.

“Some are spiritually deadened and past feeling because of their choices to commit sin. Others simply hover in spiritual complacency with no desire to rise above themselves and commune with the Infinite. If they would open their hearts to the refining influence of this unspeakable gift of the Holy Ghost, a glorious new spiritual dimension would come to light.

“Their eyes would gaze upon a vista scarcely imaginable. They could know for themselves things of the Spirit that are choice, precious, and capable of enlarging the soul, expanding the mind, and filling the heart with inexpressible joy.”

-          Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin  (1917-2008), The Unspeakable Gift, GC April 2003

 

How silently, how diligently

You work for the salvation of men.

Your witness of my life

Written in your heart as with a holy pen.

When face to face one day we meet

I will kneel at your holy feet.

 

-       CATHRYNE ALLEN

 


Sunday, 19 July 2026

PRINCE OF PEACE

 



He arose and rebuked the roaring winds

and the raging sea,

He, who with His word

caused the earth to be,

Spoke to the Galilean tempest:

 “Peace, be still”.

He who has all things

under His command,

Calmed the troubled sea of dismay

in the souls of men.

He, who holds all humanity

in the palm of His hand,

Caused the waves of the sea

to whisper His name.

 

-      CATHRYNE ALLEN 


ON CHILDREN

 



ON CHILDREN:

And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, Speak to us of Children. And he said:

Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life’s longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, and though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts, for they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls, for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth. The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the Archer’s hand be for gladness; for even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.

-          Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet – A Timeless Masterpiece

Come to me, O ye children!

For I hear you at your play,

And the questions that perplexed me

Have vanished quite away.

 

Ye open the eastern windows,

That look towards the sun,

Where thoughts are singing swallows

And the brooks of morning run.

 

In your hearts are the birds and the sunshine,

In your thoughts the brooklet’s flow,

But in mine is the wind of Autumn

And the first fall of the snow.

 

Ah! What would the world be to us

If the children were no more?

We should dread the desert behind us

Worse than the dark before.

 

What the leaves are to the forest,

With light and air for food,

Ere their sweet and tender juices

Have been hardened into wood –

 

That to the world are children;

Through them it feels the glow

Of a brighter and sunnier climate

That reaches the trunks below.

 

Come to me, O ye children!

And whisper in my ear

What the birds and the winds are singing

In your sunny atmosphere.

 

For what are all our contrivings,

And the wisdom of our books,

When compared with your caresses,

And the gladness of your looks?

 

Ye are better than all the ballads

That ever were sung or said;

For ye are living poems,

And all the rest are dead.

 

-          Henry Wadsworth Longfellow