Saturday, 3 October 2026

JOURNEY TO HIS THRONE

 



I pledged my life into thy hands

When by example you showed me how;

I promised my trials to endure

When I was with You and do so even now.

 

You dried my tears when I barely coped

And carried me when I could walk no more;

You fed me truths I needed to know

And nurtured my flight into the unknown.

 

As I promised to obey,

You promised we’d never part;

I remember, I remember

And carry it all

In the shadow of my heart.

 

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

HIS LOOKS

 




When I was posting on Facebook, I used to get quite a few of comments about the pictures of Christ I would include in my posts. It fascinated me that in each one was a painted portray of a different man yet He always looked like Jesus. I adore good art and I admire the artistic talent so I never ran out of images where Jesus looked good.  

The most common comment I used to get was that Jesus was a Hebrew man and therefore had to look Jewish and Middle Eastern and could not possibly have blue eyes. It always used to get me. I would point out that according to the scriptures, Jesus was in the express image of His Father and not His Jewish mother (John 14:7-9; Colossians 1:12-15; Hebrews 1:1-3). God the Father is not Jewish or of any nationality of this earth therefore He does not look Middle Eastern and could very well have blue eyes. Besides the fact that some Jewish people do have blue eyes, the actor Paul Newman having been one of them.

One kind reader told me that Josephus, a Jewish historian, called Jesus a fair headed Jew with a rosy complexion. I am yet to find a reference to that, however, in the Works of Josephus I own.

The push for a black Jesus floored me. I had a couple of people who tried to convince me that Jewish people used to be black and therefore Jesus was black too. I recognised this was about wokeness and political correctness of our day but I feared it had a sinister root. The danger in passing Jesus as a black man in antiquity comes with a connotation that He was a descendant of Cain, who was the servant of Satan. This gives credence to the claim by the Jewish Council, who sought to kill Him, that Jesus was the servant of Beelzebub, the prince of the devils  (John 7:19,20; Matthew 9:34; 12:24; Mark 3:22; Luke 11:15)

One lady tried to convince me that the Saviour was not a good-looking man because Isaiah said he was ‘without form and comeliness’ and had ‘no beauty that people would desire him’ (Isaiah 53:1-2). Not only did this lady tell me that people didn’t want to look at him because of this but that he was most likely even disfigured because Isaiah also said he was ‘marred more than any man’ (Isaiah 52:14).

When Isaiah spoke of the Saviour as being a “tender plant without form and comeliness”, he meant that Jesus was born as a small, helpless infant just as all people are and He grew as other people do. Being  ‘without form and comeliness’ means “He was not so distinctive, so different from others that people would recognise him as the Son of God. He appeared as a mortal man” (President Joseph Fielding Smith, Doctrines of Salvation, 1:23).

It also means that He was divested of His glory in mortality, which He had gained in pre-mortal life so that people would believe His message through the power of the spirit and not due to His obvious godhood (John 17:5). There had to be acceptance through faith (see also Philippians 2:5-10).

Lastly, the Saviour’s “visage was so marred more than any man” (Isaiah 52:14) is a reference to the suffering of the cross. Roman crucifixion was gruesome. The condemned were stripped naked and scourged. This would cause the person to lose a large amount of blood, and approach a state of shock. The convict then usually had to carry the horizontal beam to the place of execution. Crucifixions took many different forms. Some victims were crucified head down to the ground and some were impaled by their private parts. During Emperor Titus’ Siege of Jerusalem in 70 A.D., Roman soldiers nailed innumerable Jewish captives to crosses in various ways.

When Jesus was crucified on Calvary, metal spikes were driven into His hands and His feet and a spear pierced His side to ensure His death (see John 19:17-18, 32-34). Considering everything He went through before He was even lifted on the cross and His body ravaged, does it not make sense that Isaiah would consider Him ‘marred’?

This is the Jesus I am longing to one day meet:

“When I was doing missionary work with some of our brethren among the Indians…I found myself one evening in the dreams of the night, in that sacred building, the Temple. After a season of prayer and rejoicing, I was informed that I should have the privilege of entering into one of those rooms, to meet a glorious Personage, and as I entered the door, I saw, seated on a raised platform, the most glorious Being my eyes have ever beheld, or that I even conceived existed in all the eternal worlds. As I approached to be introduced, He arose and stepped towards me with extended arms, and He smiled as He softly spoke my name.

“If I shall live to be a million years old, I shall never forget that smile. He took me into His arms and kissed me, pressed me to His bosom, and blessed me, until the marrow of my bones seemed to melt! When He had finished, I fell at His feet, and as I bathed them with my tears and kisses, I saw the prints of the nails in the feet of the Redeemer of the world. The feeling that I had in the presence of Him who hath all things in His hands, to have His love, His affection, and His blessings was such that if I ever can receive that of which I had but a foretaste, I would give all that I am, all that I hope to be, to feel what I then felt!”   (Apostle Melvin J. Ballard, Temple Manifestations, p 153)

As Golgotha raged and tore

Your flesh without mercy,

The Garden sprang anew

As from every drop of blood You spilt

New flowers came into bloom.

How pitiful the cross that claimed You

Not knowing it sent a God to a

Darkened tomb!


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

Friday, 2 October 2026

KAHLIL GIBRAN ON PRAYER

 



You pray in your distress and in your need; would that you might pray also in the fullness of your joy and in your days of abundance.

For what is prayer but the expansion of yourself into the living ether? And if it is for your comfort to pour your darkness into space, it is also for your delight to pour forth the dawning of your heart.

And if you cannot but weep when your soul summons you to prayer, she should spur you again and yet again, though weeping, until you shall come laughing.

When you pray you rise to meet in the air those who are praying at that very hour, and whom save in prayer you may not meet.

Therefore let your visit to that temple invisible be for naught but ecstasy and sweet communion.

For if you should enter the temple for no other purpose than asking you shall not receive; And if you should enter into it to humble yourself you shall not be lifted; Or even if you should enter into it to beg for the good of others you shall not be heard.

It is enough that you enter the temple invisible.

I cannot teach you how to pray with words.

God listens not to your words save when He Himself utters them through your lips.

And I cannot teach you the prayer of the seas and the forests and the mountains.

But you who are born of the mountains and the forests and the seas can find their prayer in your heart,

And if you but listen to the stillness of the night you shall hear them saying in silence:

“Our God, who art our winged self, it is thy will in us that willeth. It is thy desire in us that desireth. It is thy urge in us that would turn our nights, which are thine, into days, which are thine also. We cannot ask thee for aught, for thou knowest our needs before they are born in us:

Thou art our need; and in giving us more of thyself thou givest us all.”


-          Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet – A Timeless Masterpiece


EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW





I am often enthralled with the way the Saviour proclaims His godhood in the scriptures with such confidence and self-assurance. Imagine if He was less than sure of His attributes and was reluctant to tell us just how perfect He is for fear of sounding proud…He could never say: “there is no God beside me; a just God and a Saviour; there is none beside me. (Isaiah 44:21)

How could we possibly exercise faith in a God who wasn’t sure of himself and that we did not know? How could we ever put to a test His promises and become recipients of His grace and salvation in such ignorance?  

Through my study of the scriptures I have counted 18 of Christ’s characteristics, the most prominent of which for me, have been ones of power and mercy. One year whilst studying the Doctrine and Covenants, I came to understand one of His virtues which I had not paid much attention to before. It was the virtue of humility.

This is the scripture which made me reflect on the extraordinary nature of His character as a God: “Therefore, I command you to build a house unto me, for the gathering together of my saints, that they may worship me” (D&C 115:8). Can you imagine the amount of humility it would require saying such a thing for a God of perfect attributes and completely devoid of pride? It would have to be someone who knows exactly who he is, is confident in that knowledge and most of all, has a purity of spirit and heart. Compare this to Lucifer’s pride when he demanded to be worshipped by Moses and his tantrum and melt-down when he couldn’t get his way (Moses 4:1-4; 1:16-22).

It amazes me that someone so powerful who calls himself “the king of heaven”, who can create worlds and annihilate them by the power of His word can be so humble (2 Nephi 10:14; Helaman 12:9-17; D&C 63:4; Isaiah 11:4). This is Christ, the Beloved Son, the Saviour of the world. This quality of humility is what made it possible for Him to divest himself of His glory, leave His throne and condescend to be born to a lowly life: in a stable, a carpenter, willing to be subjected to ridicule and unacceptance. I cannot imagine Lucifer, as proud as he is, lowering himself to such a life.

You might say the Saviour experienced mortal life at ‘ground zero’. And in doing so he ‘descended below all things that he might comprehend all things’ (D&C 88:6). What things? Our difficulties, our sorrows, our sins, our imperfections, our sufferings, our inabilities, our mortal weakness; the ultimate comprehension coming through the Atonement where He came to understand what it is like to be you and me.

Imagine a God leaving His exalted throne and all that comes with it, to be rejected, spat upon, scourged, reviled and crucified. Imagine the humility it would take to subject yourself to all that, despite the power within your grasp....and all this for the sake of someone else and not yourself. Is this not a God to reckon with?? One who could in all honesty say: “To whom will ye liken me, and make me equal and compare me, that we may be like?” (Isaiah  46;5). There is no comparison to anything or anyone within the realm of idolatry for such an attempt because there is no other power, goodness, perfection and ultimate love and mercy but in Christ.

And this is the greatest surety of His being as our God and our Redeemer: “I have sworn by myself, the word is gone out of my mouth in righteousness, and shall not return, That unto me every knee shall bow, and every tongue shall swear. Surely, shall one say, in the Lord have I righteousness and strength; even to him shall men come; and all that are incensed against him shall be ashamed.” (Isaiah 45:23).

There will come a day when all the earth shall kneel before Him and every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is the Lord, that there is no one beside Him and that His judgements are just because of His mercy, love, long suffering, patience, humility, meekness, wisdom, tolerance, forgiveness and power (Romans 14:11; Mosiah 27:31; D&C 76:110; 88:104). In the words of Elder Neal A. Maxwell:

“Everyone needs to accept the reality of Christ’s return in majesty and power before that event occurs; for, as C.S. Lewis put it, it will do men little good to kneel down when it is no longer possible to stand up, for when the “Author of the play comes on stage, the play is over!”

 

 When amidst the clouds of glory

You appear on Your trusted steed,

Our heads will bow,

Our knees will bend,

Our tongues be loosed to confess,

Your Sonship and Your Kingship,

Worlds without end.

 

-     Cathryne Allen 


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

Thursday, 1 October 2026

LOVE NOTES

 





I wish I could be grateful

For every fallen tear

And accept my trials

Without a trace of fear.

But what would life be

Without the love notes sent

From heaven’s gilded gates

And written by His pen.

 

-     Cathryne Allen 


STEWARDSHIP



I was born and raised in Croatia. I come from generations of poor peasants who lived under the feudal system and socialism. They never owned the land that they worked and produced on. Under both regimes, the land belonged to either the local aristocracy or the government. They worked for their survival and not for riches. They were not owners but stewards.

Today we, in the free world, get possessive of everything we produce through the workmanship of our hands and the sweat of our brows and we fail to recognise that we do so on borrowed land and borrowed time. In doing this we fail to acknowledge a greater power than us and pride fills us with misguided self-importance and wrongful ownership.  Isaiah put this in proper perspective when he reminded us who the real owner is of everything we produce here:

“I have made the earth, and created man upon it: I, even my hands, have stretched out the heavens, and all their host have I commanded.” (Isaiah 45:12).

When we recognise and acknowledge the Creator of this earth, what we once considered ownership becomes our ‘stewardship’. We come to see the rightful owner. Consider the confirmation of this truth through modern day revelation:

“For it is expedient that I, the Lord, should make every man accountable, as a steward over earthly blessings, which I have made and prepared for my creatures. I, the Lord, stretched out the heavens, and built the earth, my very handiwork; and all things therein are mine.” (D&C 104:13,14). And then the warning: “And let not any among you say that it is his own; for it shall not be called his, nor any part of it.” (v 70)

It astounds me how much crime and fraud is rampant in our society because of selfishness, greed and obsession over property that is not even ours. Another crime being committed is the exploitation of the planet earth we live on. When one day we come to understand that all we have here belongs to God, these sins will cease. This will be the condition we will live in during the Millenium.

In April 1982, the LDS scholar and professor of BYU, Hugh Nibley, gave an excellent talk entitled “Work We Must, but the Lunch is Free”. It highlights perfectly how our attitude of ‘ownership’ as opposed to ‘stewardship’ derails us from our true purpose for which we have been sent here:

“We have been permitted to come here to go to school, to acquire certain knowledge and take a number of tests to prepare us for greater things hereafter. This whole life, in fact, is a “state of probation” (2 Nephi 2:21). While we are at school our generous patron has provided us with all the necessities of living that we will need to carry us through. Imagine, then, that at the end of the first school year your kind benefactor pays the school a visit. He meets you and asks you how you are doing. “Oh,” you say, “I am doing very well, thanks to your bounty.”

“Are you studying a lot?” “Yes, I am making good progress.” “What subjects are you studying?” “Oh, I am studying courses in how to get more lunch.” “You study that? All the time?” “Yes. I thought of studying some other subjects. Indeed I would love to study them – some of them are so fascinating! – but after all it’s the bread-and-butter courses that count. This is the real world, you know. There is no free lunch.” “But my dear boy, I’m providing you with that right now.” “Yes, for the time being, and I am grateful – but my purpose in life is to get more and better lunches; I want to go right to the top – the executive suite, the Marriott lunch.” (Hugh Nibley, Approaching Zion, p 211)

Now consider the imposter who derails us from our purpose and convinces us that the toil of our hands to procure more lunch is our primary purpose. This imposter has been playing at being an employer since the days of Adam and Eve and in turn us, their posterity, by trying to convince us to work for him:

“The first employer offers us lunch, and since lunch is something everybody must have, he is in a powerful position to bargain. He explains [to Adam and Eve] that this glorious earth is his private estate, that it all belongs to him to the ends thereof, in particular he owns the mineral rights and the media of exchange, by the control of which he enjoys the willing co-operation of the military, ecclesiastical, and political establishments, and rules with magnificent uproar.

“He keeps everything under tight control, though, for all the blood and horror – nobody makes any trouble in his world from the rivers to the ends thereof….. for he claims to be the God of this world, and the Lord himself grants him the title of Prince of this World. All who are not working for him on his estate he charges with trespassing…..

“To have merely sufficient for your needs, however, is not what he has in mind – that would be the equivalent of the free lunch, lamely ignoring the endless possibilities for acquiring power and gain that the place offers; this developer has a vision of unlimited sweep and power – “You can have anything in this world for money!” Beginning, of course, with lunch. Because money is the only thing that will get you lunch – and since everybody must have lunch, that is the secret of his control.”  (ibid p 209)

If we do not allow the God of heaven and earth to direct our course in this life, His enemy will. The adversary will do anything he can to convince us that this is his world and while we are in it, we belong to him and his values. He is not the creator, nor the owner, he is the steward of deception.

 

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

 

 

Wednesday, 30 September 2026

TEARS AND FEATHERS

 




Before I left the realms of heaven

You tried to tell me

Of the tears I would spill,

But when I see a flying feather

I should surrender and be very still.

 

Now when a tear falls, I remember You,

My God and my King,

And I find Your loving comfort

In the shadow of Your wings.

 

-      Cathryne Allen