Tuesday, 25 August 2026

THE TEARS HE WEEPS

 




Angels are near me

They want to take me home

To silence my tears

That so often fall.

 

They want me to see You

Grieving beyond the veil

To make it known

You can feel my pain.

 

They whisper to tell me

But my grief is too deep

And I cannot hear

all the words they speak.

 

When a moment of light

Breaks deep in my heart

They tell me of tears You weep 

while we are apart.

 

-       CATHRYNE ALLEN

(Artist Unknown)


TRAGIC SOLOMON

 


Art: King Solomon engraving by Gustave Dore [1832-1883]

David’s concluding psalm is titled “A Psalm for Solomon” which could be understood as David’s wishes and hopes for his son but knowing of David’s prophetic streak Psalm 72 presents Solomon as a type of Christ. Consider the following verses to this end:

·         He shall judge thy people with righteousness…(v 2)

·         He shall judge the poor of the people and break in pieces the oppressor (v 4)

·         In his days shall the righteous flourish and abundance of peace so long as the moon endureth (v 7)

·         He shall have dominion from sea to sea and from the river unto the ends of the earth (v 8)

·         Yea, all kings shall fall down before him: all nations shall serve him (v 11)

·         His name shall endure for ever…men shall be blessed in him and all nations shall call him blessed (v 17)

·         Blessed be the Lord God, the God of Israel, who only doeth wondrous things (v 18)

 

I was surprised when I read this psalm. I would have never made Solomon a type of Christ. Whereas his father was a disappointment in the case of adultery and murder, Solomon, in my mind, was worse because he abandoned the worship of the God who gave him so much wealth and stature in the world. Solomon reigned over Israel in extravagance and grandeur which lasted for 40 years. This is all it took to destroy Israel's course forever.

 

David went to his grave worshipping the God of Israel with full contrition, a broken heart and a contrite spirit. Solomon, on the other hand turned his back on Jehovah by turning his heart to idolatry. His foolishness exceeded all his wisdom. Whereas he might have started as a type of Christ judging by the abovementioned scriptures, he went against all that typified him in such a light and concluded his life as a failure…..and this despite the warning.

 

Following the dedication of Solomon's temple, the Lord appeared to Solomon for the second time and acknowledging the dedicatory prayer, accepted the temple which Solomon dedicated to Him. At the same time, however, he issued a grave and serious warning to the king of Israel. He warned Solomon that if he and his children do not keep his commandments and if they go and serve other gods and worship them, that He will cut off Israel out of the land which He had given them, that He will destroy the temple which was built, and 'Israel shall be a proverb and a byword among all people' (1 Kings 9:6,7). It’s beyond my understanding how he could ignore this warning.

 

It is interesting to me that the Lord appeared to Solomon for the first time following Solomon's marriage alliance with Pharaoh, king of Egypt. This alliance was the greatest act of Solomon's foolishness and the beginning of his downfall. It was then, nevertheless, that the Lord was willing to give him the gift of wisdom (1 Kings 3:5,9-13). I don’t know if Solomon came to believe at this point that God gave him licence to do whatever he wanted because he proceeded to marry many idolatrous women out of the covenant. That, in itself, was problematic, but the many political alliances signalled that he had more faith in them than in God who was willing to fight and win Israel's battles.

 

One cannot but think that Solomon used his wisdom to judge other people in righteousness but not himself…..it’s like he had no common sense. You might say he was beginning to lose the plot.

 

God who knows all things from beginning to the end knew that Solomon was heading in the direction he should not want to go. So why make the promise of wisdom and wealth and honour if it was going to be all wasted in the end? I suspect it was more of a punishment than a blessing for Solomon's fall was proportionate to his greatness. Marrying foreign women who led him and all Israel into idolatry aborted his ability to endure to the end and changed the course of Israel's history. From that point on, the history of Israel was a losing battle fought by prophets against the forces of disloyalty to God.

 

If we can see the foolishness of people of old but not our own, we should not get too comfortable. President Spencer W. Kimball gave a warning to modern Israel regarding idolatry:

 

“ As I study ancient scripture, I am more and more convinced that there is significance in the fact that the commandment “Thou shalt have no other gods before me” is the first of the Ten Commandments. Few men have ever knowingly and deliberately chosen to reject God and his blessings. Rather, we learn from the scriptures that because the exercise of faith has always appeared to be more difficult than relying on things more immediately at hand, carnal man has tended to transfer his trust in God to material things.

 

“Therefore, in all ages when men have fallen under the power of Satan and lost the faith, they have put in its place a hope in the “arm of flesh” and in “gods of silver, and gold, of brass, iron, wood and stone, which see not, nor hear, nor know (Daniel 5:23) – that is, in idols. This I find to be a dominant theme in the Old Testament. Whatever thing a man sets his heart and his trust in most is his god; and if his god doesn’t also happen to be the true and living God of Israel; that man is labouring in idolatry.”  (“The False Gods We Worship”, p 4)


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 






Monday, 24 August 2026

WHEN HE RETURNS

 



One day when You return for Your glorious reign 

In Millenial splendour

Your power to display;

I will kneel and confess Your greatness;

I will join the heavenly throng in song,

And I will sorrow for the lost

For whom You suffered for so long.


- Cathryne Allen 


THE RISE TO THE THRONE

 



I have written about King David extensively over the years but it seems I am not finished yet. I watched an AI generated film about him yesterday and it was done so well that I don’t know who I cried about more, the David who rose to the throne or the David who fell from it.

The fact remains that David’s accomplishments are astounding. His name comes from the ancient Hebrew root word dod which translates to a beloved person, love, a friend….pronounced Dah-veed in modern Hebrew. As a youth, he was said to be a man after the Lord’s “own heart” and as a man, he spoke by the Spirit and had many revelations (1 Samuel 13:14).

In his rising to the throne he conquered his enemies by his supplication to God for help and protection ‘not fearing what man can do to him’ (see Psalm 55:11). He was fearless in his dedication to his people by his awe inspiring way he believed in the cause in Israel  when he, a mere shepherd boy, slew Goliath, considering him of no regard, a mere ‘uncircumcised Philistine, who dared to defy the armies of the living God’ to whom he stated without fear: “I come to thee in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel whom thou hast defied…...and I will smite thee and take thine head from thee….that all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel” (1 Samuel 17:26,45,46). All the earth, indeed…..

The zeal with which he lived his early years is absolutely mind blowing. What tears at my heart the most are the psalms he wrote as a reflection of his incomparable love for the God of Israel.  His faith gave him a prophetic voice to testify of Christ who would one day sit on his throne. Apostle Peter testified of this fact in Acts 2:22-36. Psalms worthy of notice to this end are:

·         Psalm 16 (thou wilt not leave my soul in hell; neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption);

·         Psalm 22, which closely matches details of the Crucifixion, including “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? (v 1);  “they pierced my hands and my feet” (v 16); “They part my garments….and cast lots” (v 18);

·         Psalm 110, which Jesus and the apostles use as messianic, including “The Lord said unto my Lord, sit thou at my right hand” (v 1); the prophecy of Christ as “a priest for ever after the order of Melchizedek” (v 4);

·         Psalm 41, often connected with betrayal: “mine own familiar friend…hath lifted up his heel against me” (v 9), which Jesus quoted at the Last Supper (John 13:18);

·         Psalm 69, linked to the suffering of Christ: “in my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink” (v 21);

·         Psalm 118, used repeatedly in the New Testament about Christ: “The stone which the builders refused is become the head stone of the corner” (v 22) and “blessed be he that cometh in the name of the Lord” (v 26).

David did three things for temporal Israel that typify what Christ will do for spiritual Israel:


Firstly, following Saul's death, Israel's kingdom was divided in two for seven years. The tribe of Judah accepted David as their king and the rest of the tribes of Israel were ruled by Ishbosheth, one of the sons of Saul, whom Abner, Saul's commanding general set up as the new king (2 Sam 2:8-9).

 

Despite being anointed as Israel's king, by Samuel, the prophet, David refrained from taking action against Ishbosheth in honour of the covenant he made with Jonathan not to retaliate against Saul's family when he came to power. Following Ishbosheth's murder David showed great wisdom and judgment by executing the two men responsible (see (2 Samuel 3). This brought him into favour with the tribes under Ishbosheth and ultimately united all twelve tribes into one nation under the ultimate leadership of God.

 

Secondly, David succeeded in winning the whole extent of the promised land for the covenant people. For the first time the chosen people of the Lord controlled the whole land promised to Abraham's posterity nearly a thousand years earlier.

 

Thirdly, David established Zion or Jerusalem as the spiritual and political center of Israel. Under David's reign Israel reached its golden age. Never before had Israel achieved such heights of power nor did they ever again. (Old Testament Student Manual, Book 1 p 291)

 

David was anointed to sit on the throne of Israel and to establish the royal family line that would produce the King of Kings who would one day sit ‘on the throne of his father David’ (Luke 1:32-33).  My question is this: was David chosen to be an example of the good King who was to come or was he chosen to show that no king can be as good as the King that was to come????? The answer is obvious, no king can be as good as the King that is yet to come because that King would never and will NEVER fall. I often think our present day governments will with their weakness and corruption accentuate the blessing that the King of Kings will be when He comes to govern the world. 


“Even so, come Lord Jesus” (Revelation 22:20).


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 


Sunday, 23 August 2026

SACRED TEARS

 



Did Your heart break

As on the cross You hung

Knowing many lambs will go astray?

Did You know they will reject

Your blood and all You had to pay?

 

And still You hoped

And still You sorrowed

Over Your godly fears

For all they’ll have to suffer

To pay the ransom for

Your sacred tears.


- CATHRYNE ALLEN  


SACRIFICE OF THE HEART

 



“Our God shall come, and shall not keep silence: a fire shall devour before him, and it shall be very tempestuous round about him. He shall call to the heavens from above, and to the earth, that he may judge his people. Gather my saints together unto me; those that have made a covenant with me by sacrifice.” (Psalms 50:3-5)

Psalm 50 reads more like a revelatory instruction to Jehovah’s saints than a song of praise. It accentuates thanksgiving and praise of God above the animal sacrifices of the day. Psalm 51 goes further to explain that the sacrifice God wants from us is that of a ‘broken and contrite heart’ (vs 15-17).

Psalm 51 was written by King David following that fateful visit of Nathan the prophet who exposed David’s sin with Bath-Sheeba. It is one of the most heart wrenching story of the Old Testament. After giving David a touching story of a poor man’s lamb being taken away by a rich man to sacrifice for a single meal of a traveller, David was outraged and claimed that the rich man needs to be put to death but Nathan simply replied ‘thou art the man’ and outlined the seriousness of what David had done despite all the blessings he had received at God’s hand (see 2 Samuel 12:1-14). It humbled David to the dust.

The word (Hebrew root dkh) translated as “contrite” means “to crush”, therefore, “a broken or contrite heart or spirit is one that is crushed, smashed, broken to pieces…The symbolism of our smashing or breaking or crushing our hard, wilful heart into pieces and offering the result to God is significant, because a smashed heart no longer exists in a recognizable or retrievable form….It is at this point that the Lord can replace our now broken, offered heart with a new one” (see Ezekiel 36:26). (Dana M. Pike, “3 Nephi 9:19-20: The Offering of a Broken Heart” in Third Nephi: An Incomparable Scripture)

I think David understood this principle well when he pleaded with God: “Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities. Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.” (Psalm 51:9,10)

When the Saviour comes to judge His people, He will require the spirit of repentance from us. Placing our sins on the altar of sacrifice is the ultimate we can give and if our hearts are pure and sincere, forgiveness will be HIS to give and He will be glorified for the salvation of our souls.

Before the birth of Christ, animal sacrifice was required in expectation of His sacrifice. The sacrifice of Christ fulfilled this requirement and in itself denotes a broken and contrite heart offered in the Garden through His submission and humility and upon the cross through His willingness of  extreme suffering. How little is asked of us in comparison to the greatest sacrifice of all!

I gave you my all:

My heart, my body, my soul.

I paved the way

And conquered death.

Come and take my hand;

Eat and do not hunger,

Drink and do not thirst.

I am in your midst;

I am the only,

I am the last,

And I am the first.


- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

Saturday, 22 August 2026

THE IMPERFECT ME

 



You assure me

As your potter hands keep moulding me

Of who I will one day be,

But I see the kiln burning

And the heat of it is frightening me.

 

The exacting fire of faith

Is asking too much of me

I tremble at the grand design of life

And all that it wants from me.

 

I want to be spared,

I want to believe In Your faith in me,

But I am so weak in this doom of humanity

I want to escape the fires awaiting me.

 

You tell me You endured

The hell fires of suffering;

As the clay in me begins to burn and

I am sacrificed as Your holy offering.


- CATHRYNE ALLEN