SUFFERING OF THE RIGHTEOUS

 

In July of 1831 the Prophet Joseph received a revelation designating Missouri as the place “consecrated for the gathering of the saints” and the building up of “the city of Zion” (D&C 57:1,2)” (Jeffrey R. Holland, “Lessons From Liberty Jail”, 7 Sept 2008, Brigham Young University Speeches, speeches.byu.edu)

Imagine the most intense persecution the early saints had experienced in the very state they were told to gather. By 1838 they were being driven out of Missouri and the Prophet and 6 others were incarcerated in Liberty Jail during the coldest winter on record for that state. These wrongfully imprisoned men slept on bare stones of the prison floor covered by bits of dirty straw without inadequate blankets to keep them warm and eating contaminated food they were driven to eat from hunger which drove them to be violently ill.  The Prophet described the jail in his letters to be ‘a hell, surrounded by demons’ and that no “pen, or tongue, or angels” could adequately describe “the malice of hell” that he suffered there. (ibid)

We could very well ask why the Lord would instruct the saints to go to Missouri to meet such extreme suffering? The pioneers of this Church are an indisputable proof that God allows the righteous to suffer, and for a reason.

Reason number 1 is this: “My people must be tried in all things, that they may be prepared to receive the glory that I have for them, even the glory of Zion; and he that will not bear chastisement is not worthy of my kingdom” (D&C 136:31). The chastisement had to come in the form of persecution because of their failure to adhere to the celestial laws of Zion. In other words, to value something, you must feel that you have earned it.

Reason number 2 is this: “….man’s extremity is God’s opportunity, and if we will be humble and faithful, if we will be believing and not curse God for our problems, He can turn the unfair and inhumane and debilitating prisons of our lives…..into a circumstance that can bring comfort and revelation, divine companionship and peace.” (Jeffrey R.Holland, “Lessons From Liberty Jail” BYU Speeches 2008)

I would add one more thing. The debilitating prisons of our lives compel us to take up our cross and follow Him who carried His. Be assured that each cross was carefully weighed to match each individual’s capacity to carry. That cross you are carrying is moulding you into the bearer of the heaviest cross in human history.

I carry my cross every day to the foot of Calvary

Where You carried yours to the top

I wait for You there to lift me 

where I cannot go alone,

To meet you at the foot of Your gilded throne.

-CATHRYNE ALLEN 

Art by Liz Lemon Swindle

 

TO LOVE

 

“While we should oppose evil, the Lord has directed the Saints to show love for enemies of the Church. President Spencer W. Kimball closed a conference talk with this plea:

“Brothers and sister, pray for the critics of the Church; love your enemies. Keep the faith and stay on the straight and narrow path. Use wisdom and judgment in what you say and do, so that we do not give cause to others to hold the Church or its people in disrepute….This work, which Satan seeks in vain to tear down, is that which God has placed on earth to lift mankind up!” (In Conference Report, April 1980, p 6; or Ensign May 1980, p 6; D&C Student Manual p 303, commentary for 123:11-14)”

I do not know of anyone in our dispensation who has had cause to hate his enemies more than Joseph Smith. We all know the horrors of Liberty Jail yet in his letter to the saints from this diabolic establishment, Joseph wrote of the duty of the saints, not to hate in response to the persecutions they suffered, but to uphold the truth for the sake of those who do not have it (D&C 123:12,17):

“Therefore, that we should waste and wear out our lives in bringing to light all the hidden things of darkness, wherein we know them; and they are truly manifest from heaven – these should then be attended to with great earnestness…..Therefore, early beloved brethren, let us cheerfully do all things that lie in our power; and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God….”

In October 1976, President Spencer W. Kimball advised the membership of the Church that Governor Christopher S. Bond of the state of Missouri had rescinded the 138-year-old old executive order of Governor Lilburn W. Boggs calling for the extermination or expulsion of the Mormons from the state of Missouri. By the year 2001 there was a temple in St. Louis and over 50,000 members of the Church in Missouri.

Would this have been possible if the saints had retaliated and the Church made the state of Missouri their enemy for 138 years? I think not. What was accomplished was done by the example of the members of the Church who lived their religion in peace despite the past.

I think of the greatest example of forgiveness and love toward His enemies and the undeserving…. Would there be Christianity today if the Saviour had left a legacy of hate and war and retaliation. Would a Gospel of love ever been known in the world? Would salvation have been possible at all? Joseph learnt and understood well…..

We, as members of Christ’s Church, carry the banner of brotherhood and Christian ethos. This is us: “And it came to pass that I beheld the church of the Lamb of God, and its numbers were few…and I Nephi beheld the power of the Lamb of God, that it descended upon the saints of the Church of the Lamb and upon the covenant people of the Lord, who were scattered upon all the face of the earth, and they were armed with righteousness and with the power of God in great glory.”  (1 Nephi 14:12-14)

And this is our mandate: "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." (Matthew 5:44)

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Behold the Man by Christopher Young)

HOPE

 

I have been actively in pursuit of perfection since I joined the Church in my youth. I thought that’s what the Church was all about and I latched onto such an endeavour because I am a perfectionist.

I have always maintained that by the time you reach the last leg of your journey, you should pretty much be extremely close to perfection. I thought by the time I get to the age I am now, I would have myself all together. Imagine my surprise when I arrived here to discover that is not the case.

On a positive note, I have noticed greater strides in improvement from where I was 20 years ago. The lessons have been amazing; my patience has improved and my expectations are getting more realistic as my kindness toward myself grows.

Over the years I have come to understand that opposition in all things, the impact of others on our lives, and life circumstances make us fall short of excellence over and over and so our awareness that perfection is an unattainable ideal in this life becomes our reality. At this point some of us start to battle with yet another challenge called discouragement.

We are constantly living in the gap between the ideal and the real in just about every stage of our lives. Consider raising a young family. Before you marry you have visions of the ideal but after children are littering your home, you realise how very naïve you were.

Elder Hafen painted a good picture of this: “Somehow it has not been altogether natural for our children to glide reverently into their places all at once and all on time, prepared to ponder thoughtfully the wonders of eternity. More than likely, especially when they were young, they seemed to come swinging into the family room on the chandeliers like Tarzan on the vines, then would stand on their heads or flip themselves over the back of the couch during most of the lesson” (Bruce C. Hafen, “The Broken Heart” p 178).

Then you think, my life will be perfect when the children are grown and have lives of their own and I have myself back. To my surprise, that hasn’t worked out for me either.  It would seem the motivation levels in retirement take a nose dive. It keeps getting harder and harder to keep up with the pace that my idealistic level of achievement requires.

The truth is, this life is far too messy to be perfect. Perfection is an eternal incremental process and the path has to be laced with hope to make it lasting. That hope becomes viable when it is coupled with realism of the expected perfection. President Spencer W. Kimball has said that being perfect means to triumph over sin. Perfection in that respect is an achievable goal (see Miracle of Forgiveness, p 208). Perhaps our focus should be righteousness. Perhaps this is what the Saviour meant after all when He commanded us to be perfect (Matthew 5:48; 3 Nephi 12:48) because this is the greatest realism there is:

The only way we can reach perfection is through the atoning grace of Christ, after all we can do on our own (2 Nephi 25:23). This will happen long after we leave this mortal existence, become resurrected and made complete in Him who has the power of perfection.

Until then He is our hope: “For I will go before your face. I will be on your right hand and on your left, and my Spirit shall be in your hearts, and mine angels round about you, to bear you up.” (D&C 84:88)

You enliven my spirit;

You bring me to life;

You enrich my impoverished heart.

You are the God of power and might;

You make of me what I alone could never be,

You light my way into eternity.

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: The Light by Land of Dreams)

THE HARDEST ROAD

 

When, following much suffering in Liberty Jail, Joseph Smith begged God for deliverance in March of 1839, The Lord offered him peace and comforted him by telling him his afflictions would be but a small moment.

I don’t know what comfort that was to Joseph who was in the thick of things but I know it gave him hope and I believe it came via this promise:

“If thou art called to pass through tribulation; if thou art in perils among false brethren, if thou art in perils among robbers, if thou art in perils by land or by sea; if thou art accused with all manner of false accusations, if thine enemies fall upon thee….and thou be dragged to prison, and thine enemies prowl around thee like wolves for the blood of the lamb….

“And if thou shouldst be cast into the pit or into the hands of murderers, and the sentence of death passed upon thee, if thou be cast into the deep, if the billowing surge conspire against thee, if fierce winds become thine enemy; if the heavens gather blackness, and all the elements combine to hedge up the way; and above all, if the very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee, know thou, my son, that all these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good.” (D&C 122:5-7)

The hope would have been based on this one promise: “…if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high….” (D&C 121:8). This is the ultimate reward. Joseph had many revelations. The heavens were opened to him on a number of occasions. He might have known what that promise really looked like.

We, on the other hand, don’t have a proper concept of exaltation in this earthly life. We cannot conceive what it is like. We don’t see it or understand it…and we can’t imagine it. We are in the telestial world. What we do know is that exaltation comes at a price. A hard road has to be travelled to earn it. Joseph proved this.

I do know one thing. When we were in the realms of heaven, we had the picture of exaltation before us and we understood well what it would take to qualify for it. I do not believe everyone wanted it because of the hard road that led to it. I think some of us chose easier roads that led to lower kingdoms (see D&C 88:28-32).

Those of us who wanted exaltation were willing to risk a perilous journey “by land or by sea”. In fact, I am sure we covenanted we would travel it and that we would endure for the reward…and for one reason…..the Saviour would pay the price of suffering, greater than any of us can begin to imagine, ensuring our ability to endure….(D&C 122:8)

Now that we are here travelling, may we always remember the promised reward which Joseph himself received: “For I am the Lord thy God, and will be with thee even until the end of the world, and through all eternity; for verily I seal upon you your exaltation, and prepare a throne for you in the kingdom of my Father…..” (D&C 132:49)

- CATHRYNE ALLEN

(Art: Lord and Master by Greg Collins)

UNBREAKABLE CONNECTION

 

There is a certain connection we have with God which surpasses even our freedom of choice and it is this: thoughts. Consider these scriptures:

·       He knows every single thing that comes into our mind (Ezekiel 11:5);

·       He sees every thought of men’s hearts (Genesis 6:5);

·       There is nothing that He doesn’t know (2 Nephi 9:20);

·       Only God knows our thoughts and intents of our hearts (Helaman 9:41; D&C 6:16)

·       Thoughts, words and works will condemn us on judgment day (Alma 12:14)

·       God knows our thoughts which lead to wickedness of the heart (Jacob 1:4-6)

This is the first danger of unworthy thoughts: “Yes, as a man thinketh, so does he. If he thinks it long enough, he is likely to do it, whether it be theft, moral sin, or suicide. Thus the time to protect against the calamity is when the thought begins to shape itself. Destroy the seed and the plant will never grow. (President Spencer W. Kimball, “Miracle of Forgiveness”, pp 113-4).

And this is the second danger: “Every man and every person who lives in this world wields an influence, whether for good or for evil. It is not what he says alone; it is not alone what he does. It is what he is. Every man, every person radiates what he or she really is…It is what we are and what we radiate that affects the people around us.

“As individuals, we must think nobler thoughts. We must not encourage vile thoughts or low aspirations. We shall radiate them if we do. If we think noble thoughts; if we encourage and cherish noble aspirations, there will be that radiation when we meet people, especially when we associate with them.” (President David O. McKay, “Man May Know for Himself”, p 108; see also 2 Nephi 13:9)

And here is the hope: President Kimball also said that “man alone, of all creatures of earth, can change his thought pattern and become the architect of his destiny” (ref as above)

And here is a formula that we could relate to: “When temptation comes, you can invent a delete key in your mind….your mind is in charge; your body is the instrument of your mind. When some unworthy thought pushes into your mind, replace it with your delete key.” (President Boyd K. Packer, “Prayer and Promptings”, Ensign Nov 2009, 46)

And here is the greatest reason why, with a holy promise: “….let virtue garnish thy thoughts unceasingly; then shall thy confidence wax strong in the presence of God….” (D&C 121:45)

On judgment day we will want to stand pure in body and mind in front of Him who is the purest of us all and who knows all things….

- CATHRYNE ALLEN

(Art: Christ by David Beraru)

THE ELECT AND THE CHOSEN

 

“To be called to be a member of the Church and kingdom of God on earth; it is to be numbered with the saints; it is to accept the gospel and receive the everlasting covenant; it is to have part and lot in the earthly Zion; it is to be born again, to be a son or a daughter of the Lord Jesus Christ; to have membership in the household of faith; it is to be on the path leading to eternal life and to have the hope of eternal glory; it is to have a conditional promise of eternal life, it is to be an inheritor of all the blessings of the gospel, provided there is continued obedience to the laws and ordinances thereof.” (Bruce R. McConkie, “Doctrinal New Testament Commentary”  3:326; see also D&C Student Manual p 298, commentary for 121:34)

I look back on the time I felt driven to join the Church. My motivation back then was very simple but today, after all the knowledge I have gained through the Church, I believe I was called.  I think of only one thing: “My sheep hear my voice and I know them, and they follow me” (John 10:27). Being called means to have been elected in pre-mortal life to have the privilege of being a member of Christ’s kingdom on earth.

Both Elder McConkie and President Harold B Lee claimed that the lives we lived in pre-mortal life very much determined the privileges we would have in this life, especially that we would be granted opportunities to accept the truth; that it is “reasonable to believe that what we have received here in this earth life was given to each of us according to the merits of our conduct before we came here” (President Harold B. Lee, in CR October 1973, Ensign January 1974; see also “A New Witness for the Articles of Faith, p 512 by Bruce R. McConkie)

We read in Doctrine and Covenants that “many are called but few are chosen” and it is so because their hearts are set on the things of the world (121:34-5). Somehow the glare of this earthly life blinds so many of us and in that glare we sell our birthright for a mass of pottage.

The membership number of the Church for 2025 is a little over 17.5 million. Compare that to the world population of 8.25 billion.  When you put that into perspective, you can see how privileged, valued, and special you are to be in the sheepfold of the Saviour’s flock. If you ever get tempted to leave, just remember: “I am the door of the sheep…..I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep” (John 10:7,11).

How dear to the heart of the Shepherd

Is the flock of His sheep;

With tenderness and love

He watches over those in His keep.

How much do they love their Shepherd!

How closely they stay by His side!

With every footstep they follow,

To forever with Him abide,

In all eternity wide.

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Comforter by Yongsung Kim)

THE PRINCE AND THE KING

 

There is a place in Daviess county, Missouri, which is called Spring Hill. This place “was named by the mouth of the Lord, Adam-Ondi-Ahman” (“History of the Church”, 3:34-35). This is the place where one of the most tender events occurred on the American continent.

This is where Adam, the Ancient of Days, called his righteous posterity three years prior to his death, to bestow upon them his last blessing (D&C 107:53-56). Picture this solemn occasion where the Saviour appeared to this congregation, upon which appearing, Adam’s posterity “rose up and blessed Adam, and called him Michael, the prince, the archangel”. The Lord then administered comfort unto Adam and said unto him: I have set thee to be at the head; a multitude of nations shall come of thee, and thou art a prince over them forever.” (D&C 107:54-55).

After the Lord administered to him, Adam stood up even though he was ‘bowed down with age, and being full of the Holy Ghost, predicted whatsoever should befall his posterity unto the latest generation’ (v 56). When Joseph Smith visited Spring Hill in 1876 he was privileged to see Adam, the Ancient of Days, in a vision of this momentous meeting (“Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith” p 158). This is one vision I would love to have.

Adam lived 930 years according to Genesis 5:5 and Moses 6:12 but died in the ‘same day’ he partook of the fruit as the promise of death was spoken by God when the earth was still subject to the Lord’s time which was after the time of Kolob (Abraham 5:13). Imagine living and toiling that long…..

There will come a time when Adam will return to Adam-Ondi-Ahman: “He will call his children together and hold a council with them to prepare them for the coming of the Son of Man”…..The Son of Man will stand before him, and there will be given him glory and dominion. Adam will deliver up his stewardship to Christ, who holds the keys of the universe, but will retain his standing as head of the human family (“Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith” p 157).

This is the great Council of which neither the Church members nor the world will know about which will take place prior to the Saviour’s Second appearing as a ‘thief in the night’ (D&C 106:4) (Elder Joseph Fielding Smith, “Way to Perfection” pp 290-91; also D&C Student Manual p 288)

There is no greater summation of the Plan of Salvation that is as emotionally touching as this.  Adam, the head of the human family, having fulfilled his role so righteously as the father of all living, delivers his stewardship to the Saviour, the head of the Plan of Salvation, at the winding up scenes of this earth. Promises kept, mission completed, humanity reared and saved.

Whereas Adam is the prince over us ‘forever’, the Saviour is the King. If not for Him, we would not be. No one can rival His power and His glory.  May it be His forever and ever!

- CATHRYNE ALLEN

ART:  Beside Still Waters by LDS Bookstore

 

THE PRIVILEGED CHURCH

 

With General Conference behind us I have reflected on the divine structure of our Church which is like no other on the earth today and this is why. Our Church is founded on something no other Church has. It goes back to the meridian of time when Jesus acknowledged ‘the rock of revelation’ through which Peter, the first President of His Church, received a witness of Jesus’ divinity (Matthew 16:13-18).

This privilege of revelation the Church is founded on continues with every new President that is sustained by the entire congregation of the Church. Having the God ordained structure of the Church with prophets, seers and revelators, offers the Church membership security against the deceptions of the world. This is a privilege like no other.

The latter-day prophets are here to guide, warn and direct us as the need of these last days dictate but the core of our doctrine is in Doctrine and Covenants as given by revelation to the prophet of this dispensation. We cannot go past the elemental knowledge concerning the nature of the Godhead that we owe to Joseph beginning with the First Vision and added upon by so much more:

“While visiting with brother Joseph in Philadelphia, a very large church was opened for him to preach in, and about three thousand people assembled to hear him. Brother Rigdon spoke first, and dwelt on the Gospel, illustrating his doctrine by the Bible. When he was through, brother Joseph arose like a lion about to roar; and being full of the Holy Ghost, spoke in great power, bearing testimony of the visions he had seen, the ministering of angels which he had enjoyed; and how he had found the plates of the Book of Mormon, and translated them by the gift and power of God.” (Autobiography of Parley P. Pratt, p 260)

The legacy of revelation this Church is built upon is indeed a ‘marvellous work and a wonder’: “I, the Lord, knowing the calamity which should come upon the inhabitants of the earth, called upon my servant Joseph Smith Jun, and spoke unto him from heaven….to bring forth out of obscurity and out of darkness, the only TRUE and LIVING church upon the face of the whole earth….” (D&C 1:17,30)

What makes the Church the true Church? The correctness of the organisation as established by Christ himself when upon the earth. There is, however, only one thing that makes it a living Church and that is continuous revelation from heaven. This is the privilege. This is the saving grace…..because God is not dead. He lives and He cares….as much as He ever did.

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Jesus Radiance of Divine Revelation by Ivan Guaderrama)

LOVE

 

“I am struck by the similarity between the process of developing a testimony and the process of falling in love. Love and testimony are two of the most important human experiences, yet often we are unsure how we can be certain that either has come fully into our lives.

“In finding the love we seek during the courtship years, we often have in mind the personal qualities we are looking for. But even when we meet someone who has everything on our list (the test of reason), there may be something missing: the “spark”, that mysterious something that makes us FEEL love, not just think it (the test of feeling). Yet rational satisfaction and good feelings are still not enough.

“To know if this relationship is the real thing, we must give it some time (the test of experience). We must see how things go when the “new” wears off. We need to know how the relationship holds up under pressure, whether it grows and stirs, almost whether it takes on a life of its own. As it is in the search for love, so it is in the search for testimony…….through reason, feeling, and experience.”  (Bruce C.Hafen, “The Believing Heart”, p 23-4)

Out testimony is in essence, a courtship. Whether it will lead to marriage when the Saviour appears is something we are yet to see. The marriage depends on one thing: if “the spark” has passed the test of time. I often hear some converts say that they miss those early days of their Church membership: the excitement, the discovery of spiritual moments and doctrine, the motivation of Church involvement. I know it all because I have been through it. But so often the spark dulls over time and is sometimes even lost altogether. That’s when people leave.

The path is clear: “If thou shalt seek the Lord thy God, thou shalt find him, if thou seek him with all thy heart and with all thy soul.”  (Deuteronomy 4:29). For those who leave the seeking seems too much work.

The degree of our acceptance of Christ as our personal Saviour and our testimony of His Gospel is proportionate to our love for Him and vice versa. Seeking Christ and the truth does not end at baptism. It is just the beginning. How much we seek Him thereafter will determine how bright the spark is on the wedding day. It’s about the heart and about the love. Is it any wonder the Saviour compared our relationship with Him to a marriage covenant?

I followed all Your footsteps

And I sacrificed everything.

I did Your bidding no matter

What You asked of me.

I trusted, I had faith, I endured

All the pain that was given me.

I kept my love burning like a flame

Until I came to see the reality:

It is not my love, but Yours,

That is consuming me.

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: His Love Fills My Heart by Greg Collins)

THE LESSONS

 

I wrote yesterday about the practical knowledge of mortality that is essential for us in our rise to godhood. We acquire this knowledge through lessons we are given that provide an opportunity for acquisition of godly attributes and skills.

Every single quality I desired in life and asked for was not freely given. What was given was a practical lesson in difficulties I had to go through to acquire the skill I wanted. Indeed, just knowledge of it could not develop a godly character. It’s a matter of doing. I have wondered which of my lessons I didn’t need and the answer is I needed all of them. I have likewise asked myself what lessons I missed that had to be repeated because I was at the time unyielding.

I think of the Saviour and wonder which ones He could have skipped. Even He had to wade through the probationary state of mortality step by step receiving “grace for grace until He received a fulness”…..and he received all power, both in heaven and on earth, and the glory of the Father was with him….” (D&C 93:12,13,17).

Now relate this to us. Verses 19 and 20 of Section 93 state that we too can receive of the fulness if we follow the example of the Saviour…but we too shall receive it “grace for grace”, one step at the time, one lesson after another. Would we have that example of fulness if the Saviour didn’t embrace ALL of His mortal experience? His subjection to receiving ‘grace for grace’ was for the benefit of the human race. He showed the way to perfection.

“He is the way, the truth, and the light, and no one can come back into the presence of our Father in heaven except through him. Christ is God the Son and possesses every virtue in its perfection. Therefore, the only measure of true greatness is how close a man can become like Jesus. (President Ezra Taft Benson, in CR, Oct 1972, p 53 or Ensign Jan 1973, p 57)

I often reflect on Him ‘who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross’ (Hebrews 12:2) and know that I can hope for the same joy if I follow Him to the end of my mortality……grace for grace…..

The lessons of my life flowed like a river

Winding through days, months and years;

I rescued a few but missed so many

From the currents as I saw them passing;

They drowned in a daze of my ignorance,

Unwanted and ignored but yet abiding.

I fish them now from the pool of my memory

And give them life everlasting.

- CATHRYNE ALLEN

(Art: Jesus the Symbol of Hope by Ivan Guaderrama)

COMPELLING MORTALITY

 

I read recently Elder Hafen’s rational explanation of the necessity of mortality from a vantage point I had never seen before. I was reading about the value of ‘the veil’ in his book, “The Believing Heart”, with my mouth open. He answered so logically the question many of us have asked at one stage or another: why would a loving Father devise a plan of free experience in mortality knowing that many of His children would never come back to Him? Could there not have been another way?

To me ‘the veil’ was something we lived behind in order to be tested through faith but there is so much more to this principle. It’s a matter of knowledge. Elder Hafen explains that there are two different kinds of knowledge. One involves gathering information and the other is about skill development. One is intellectual and the other is practical. You can guess which category mortality falls into. Consider this example of the importance of that:

“Imagine an innovative music school with a revolutionary approach, in which the piano students did not have to practice. The school would teach in a purely theoretical way all the rudiments; describe in detail how to move one’s fingers; go deeply into music theory and history; teach thoroughly how to read music. The students would memorize all the best books that have ever been written on how to play the piano. The course could last for four years.

“The students would each have a project, such as memorizing the score of a major piano concerto. They would be able to close their eyes and see the manuscript for both piano and orchestra flow through their minds – they could tell you everything about it. Then, when the first graduate of the “Do It Without Practice Piano Course” walks onto the stage of Carnegie Hall to perform his debut with the orchestra, what do you suppose will happen? Not much. Why?  Even though ‘thinking’ is an essential element in any form of learning, some things can be learned only by practice.”  (“The Believing Heart” p 43)

Having been through the process of qualifying for godhood, the intellectual knowledge is something Heavenly Father could give us in pre-mortal life but He could not give us the knowledge that comes through experience. No intellectual formula He could give us could produce the reality of godhood without the experience of the process. It is experience that yields skill and godly attributes.

And here is the crowning glory of this principle: “We must do all within our power, but the final achievement of celestial capacity comes ultimately through the bestowal of divine endowments…..”for we know that it is by grace that we are saved, after all we can do” (2 Nephi 25:23)….”for by his grace ye may be perfect in Christ” (Moroni 10:32) (ibid p 50)

FATHER TO HIS CHILD:

Long ago, when you lived in my arms

You wanted to fly in the vast expanse of the skies.

I gifted you wings, and promised

I would teach you to fly.

Just remember, I am here but

It is your turn now, not mine,

To rise.

 

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Jesus of Nazareth by John Zamudio)

DECEPTION

 

“The Book of Mormon exposes the enemies of Christ. It confounds false doctrines and….fortifies the humble followers of Christ against the evil designs, strategies, and doctrines of the devil in our day. The type of apostates in the Book of Mormon are similar to the type we have today.

“God, with his infinite foreknowledge, so molded the Book of Mormon that we might see the error and know how to combat false educational, political, religious, and philosophical concepts of our time.” 

-          President Ezra Taft Benson (in CR April 1975, p 94-95)

Twelve years earlier President Benson gave us the formula through which we could identify deception (in CR Oct 1963, p 16-17):

1.     What do the standard works say about it?

2.     What do the latter-day presidents of the Church have to say on the subject… Particularly the living President?

3.     The test of the Holy Ghost…this test can only be fully effective if one’s channels of communication with God are clean and virtuous and uncluttered with sin.

The third reminds me of President Nelson saying that in the last days we will not be able to survive spiritually without the constant guidance of the Holy Ghost.

Nephi went one step further and advised us to feast upon the words of Christ because the words of Christ will tell us all things what we should do because the words of Christ are administered by the power of the Holy Ghost (2 Nephi 32:3).

The Holy Ghost is the most important element of the abovementioned formula. The words of Christ are relative to both the standard works and the prophets of the Church but the Holy Ghost provides the confirmation of these words and testifies of their truth.

The Church has a dual purpose: to administer the saving ordinances of the Gospel and to instruct and protect the elect of God from the ideologies of the world hence the administrative structure of prophets, seers and revelators.

Deception has only one outcome:  spiritual bondage from which we might never recover. Truth offers us freedom here and now and in the world to come. Falsehood enslaves us now and forever. The war continues, the battleground is here, one person offers us captivity and one person offers us freedom. We know who is who.

And ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free…… (John 8:32)

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Set My Spirit Free by Greg Collins)

FAITH

 

“There are two kinds of faith. One of them functions ordinarily in the life of every soul. It is the kind of faith born of experience; it gives us certainty that a new day will dawn, that spring will come, that growth will take place. It is the kind of faith that relates us with confidence to that which is scheduled to happen.

“There is another kind of faith, rare indeed. This is the kind of faith that CAUSES things to happen. It is the kind of faith that is worthy and prepared and unyielding, and it calls forth things that otherwise would not be. It is the kind of faith that moves people. It is the kind of faith that sometimes moves things…..It is a marvellous, even a transcendent power, a power as real and as invisible as electricity. Directed and channeled, it has great effect….” 

-          Elder Boyd K. Packer, “What Is Faith” (1983) p 42

Sometimes I wonder if we profess to have faith in Jesus Christ without ever putting His promises to the test. Often, we profess to have faith in Him yet we negate it with our fears and our words. For instance, sometimes we pay tithing and then go about our days complaining that we never have enough money or that we can never earn enough. Here is an example of faith that proves the opposite:

“Consider President George Q. Cannon’s approach to tithing when he was an impoverished young man. When his bishop commented on the large amount of tithing poor young George was paying, George said something like: “Oh Bishop, I’m not paying tithing on what I MAKE. I’m paying tithing on what I WANT to make.” And the very next year George earned exactly the amount he had paid tithing on the year before!”  (Wendy Watson Nelson, “Becoming the Person You Were Born To Be” , Worldwide Devotional for Young Adults, January 10, 2016, BYU Hawaii)

When I read Elder Packer’s quote, I immediately thought of the Brother of Jared. I have for a long time tried to comprehend what goes into developing a faith that manifests before your eyes that which you see in your mind. This is not a faith of empty words but a faith of inner power of belief. A faith without any semblance of doubt. A faith that brings great reward. And the Brother of Jared’s reward was great. There is no greater reward in this life than to see the Christ.

The manifesting power of the Saviour’s faith brought worlds into being by His word (John 1:1-3). If you want a glimpse of this power read the incident of the fig tree which withered at His word before the eyes of the disciples (Matthew 21:19-21). We have no greater example of the power of faith than that of Christ, the Son of God.

If we will be gods one day, we need to follow in the footsteps of the Master and believe that this power is within us too. 

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Creation by Yongsung Kim)

TRUST

 

“We will acknowledge someday, before God and all his children, that life on this earth, that which we longed for as premortal spirits desiring mortality, was the perfect school for our development. Though the curriculum was exacting, the tests were more than adequately supervised by the schoolmaster. Though the homework was extensive, again our teacher was our constant support.” (Jerry A. Wilson, “The Great Plan of Happiness-Insights From the Lectures On Faith, p 75)

In my personal quest for understanding my life, I asked myself recently what would have motivated us the most to desire and undertake an experience with mortality considering it is one of suffering, sorrow and hardship. We are told in the Church that we knew it was going to be hard and yet we still came.

I thought of a couple of worthy replies but what came to me the most is this: trust. We must have trusted God the Father explicitly to accept the Plan of Salvation when it was presented to us and I think this is why:

Firstly, we trusted in His omniscience: “God has knowledge of the beginning to the end. His knowledge is the very reason He is able to save His children…..We do not worship a God who uses expressions like, “Ooops” as an apology for surprising events. He also doesn’t exclaim, “I didn’t know that would happen!” or “That was a shocker”. For him, there is no such thing as an ‘unexpected event”, something coming as a “bolt out of the blue”. He does not miscalculate, nor is he startled over the events of this life or the thought and actions of His children. To our benefit, He has perfect knowledge as an attribute.” (ibid p 30) This is safety.

Secondly, we trusted in His example: the Father was the perfect embodiment of the end product, the ultimate reward promised us. We trusted Him because He had been a mortal man once himself and had been through the experience of obtaining godhood by following the same process as His proposed Plan of Salvation. We could see what could be accomplished and earned. He was proof that the Plan works. This also is safety.

Lastly, we trusted in His Beloved Son. We had before our eyes the very similitude of the Father in His entirety, a perfect Son who would condescend in His stead from His godly realm and would implement the Plan without fail and make it all possible, at all odds. Without Him the Plan would fail. He was the pinnacle of our trust. This is fixed, abiding, unwavering safety.

God is the same yesterday, today and forever (1 Nephi 10:18; Moroni 10:7; 2 Nephi 29:9; Mormon 9:0). He is the same God now as the one we had before our eyes in pre-mortal life. We need to hold onto that in faith. His tutorial of overwhelming and underwhelming experiences of this life is in perfect harmony with His goal to exalt us. Distrust feeds fear and turmoil. Trust gives us freedom…..I know that from experience.

 

I viewed my life as hopeless pieces

And shame consumed my fragile heart.

I questioned every move and every choice;

I berated, I gave no value to any part.

Not until my trust consumed me

And my will to heavens flew

Did solace nestle in my soul

And such freedom as I never knew.

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Jesus the Beacon of Hope by Ivan Guaderrama)

“A meek person is not easily provoked, pretentious, or overbearing and readily acknowledges the accomplishment of others.

Whereas humility generally denotes dependence upon God and the constant need for His guidance and support, a distinguishing characteristic of meekness is a particular spiritual receptivity to learning both from the Holy Ghost and from people who may seem less capable, experienced, or educated, who may not hold important positions, or who otherwise may not appear to have much to contribute.

Meekness is the principal protection from the prideful blindness that often arises from prominence, position, power, wealth and adulation.”

-          (Elder David A. Bednar, “Meek and Lowly of Heart” April 2018 GC)

When the Pacific Area Presidency was located in Sydney, Australia 30 years ago, I was fortunate enough to be in the same ward as them. I was a freshly divorced single mother in the Church and I was the Gospel Doctrine Teacher. It was a humbling experience to teach this class with Elder Featherstone and Elder Hafen listening to me. They never corrected me, or offered comments that made mine insignificant in comparison. They built me up when I needed it the most. They were the meek men of the earth who cared more about the little fish in the Church than elevating themselves because of their callings. This is meekness.

I reflected this week on many of you wonderful people who build me up through your appreciation of my writing. I am still a little fish in the Church without a name yet I am fed every day by your grateful comments of the knowledge and understanding I glean through my study of the Gospel and the guidance of the Holy Ghost. You are also the meek of the earth……

Elder Bednar went on to list the qualities of a meek person: strong, not weak; active, not passive; courageous, not timid; restrained, not excessive; modest, not self-aggrandizing; gracious, not brash. Can you see one person in all these attributes? The Saviour is the epitome of meekness.

Lucifer in all his pride wanting to exalt himself above us, would have through his plan given us what the Father had but it would never have made us what the Father is. Only the Saviour can: in example, in leadership, in empowerment.  Everything he is, we have to become. Everything we become, we owe to Him who seeks to elevate us to His own station. This is meekness divine.

- CATHRYNE ALLEN 

(Art: Jesus Whispers of Grace by Ivan Guaderrama)

 

THE PATH OF OPPOSITION

 

“The ultimate purpose of the Atonement [of Jesus Christ] is to ensure our happiness and joy. But the Lord achieves that purpose in our lives through the interaction of conflicting forces that, at first, seem determined to rob us of the joy we seek. Paradoxically, our purest joy emerges from the natural tension between those opposing forces.”  (Elder Bruce C. Hafen, “The Broken Heart” p 63)

We often think that opposition in this life which befalls us is arbitrary because we are living in a world of opposites but I had an insight the other day into the process of opposition and its role in our lives. I realised that all the opposition I have been through that marred my happiness is everything that I was intolerant of before it showed up in my life.

This opposition came in the form of trials which I now understand had no aim to destroy my happiness and make me miserable but to test my resolve to adhere to the truth in the midst of my emotional distress. That was its primary purpose. I could see when I understood this that all the opposition we are confronted with in our lives is not random and is tailored to us personally. It has to be opposite to our personal values, ideals and plans for it to be a test.

I know for a fact that my reality does in no way resemble that idealistic view I once had of myself and my life. In fact, my life ended up being the very opposite of what I had once imagined. I know there are people in the world who have the life they have always wanted so I presume they are tested differently but I know we are all on testing ground in some way. And sometimes the ease of life can be a testing ground too. It makes some of us forget God.

Consider Job and his experience with opposition:

Job was “a perfect and an upright man, one that feared God and eschewed evil” (Job 2:3). His love for God was beyond fault. Job’s service to his fellowman was incredibly impressive (Job 4:3; 4:4; 29:12;13; 29:1516); 31:32). In short, Job was righteous, did good continually, was incredibly respected in the community and he was fabulously wealthy. You could say, his life was perfect. Then came the opposition to that picture perfect life.

 

Job went from the pinnacle of society to living in rags on the outskirts of the city, in constant pain, not understanding what has happened to him. He went from a picture of perfection to being disfigured with boils, and worms and maggots were bred in his sores (7:5). He ended up living outside the city on the refuse heap where outcasts and lepers lived. (7:14). Whereas, everyone in his community honoured him before, he suddenly became an outcast.  

 

He who had loved God beyond reproach felt that God had forsaken him ((19:6,7-13); His friends scorned him (Job 16:20), he became estranged from his wife who told him to curse God and die (Job 2:9; 19:17); he lost his friends and  respect of his servants (19:14-16); young children despised him and mocked him (19:18); and everyone he loved turned against him (19:19). In other words, all that was good in his life turned opposite.

 

This is my theory. The greater you are, the greater the tests of opposition. The test has to equal the stature of the man or it is not a test. If your life is particularly difficult and it is not in consequence of your own making through sin, be comforted, you are among the greats!

- CATHRYNE ALLEN

(Art: Path to Light by Ivan Guaderrama)