“When we go
out of this life, leave this body, we will desire to do many things we cannot
do at all without the body. We will be seriously handicapped and we will long
for the body; we will pray for early reunion with our bodies. We will know then
what advantage it is to have a body….” (Melvin J. Ballard, “Crusade for
Righteousness” p 213)
I have
never much appreciated my body in until I entered the stage of prolonged bad
health. Simple tasks became huge ordeals and successfully putting on socks came
to be a triumph. I have longed to walk unassisted and to perform the simplest
tasks with ease, the ones I used to take for granted.
The other
day as I was struggling with my socks and its frustration, I came to understand
the above quote. I could see how a spirit without a body he or she once
experienced would feel without it. Indeed, we get a glimpse of that from
President Joseph F. Smith’s vision of the spirit world which tells us that ‘the
dead looked upon the long absence of their spirits from their bodies as a
bondage’ (D&C 138:50). I began to appreciate that maybe my body is a
privilege……
The other
day I quoted Melvin J. Ballard who shared his conviction of our unreserved
willingness to come to earth and obtain a body whether it be cripped, maimed, or
deformed. I thought as I was struggling with my socks, surely those afflicted
with such bodies would have regretted that choice. I know all about physical
pain and limit of movement. I cannot imagine that to be my whole earthly
experience.
Elder
Ballard continued to express our pre-earthly knowledge of the necessity of a
body for our ascension to godhood which enabled us to be centered on an eternal
view rather than the sorrows and troubles of this life ("Sermons and Missionary
Services of Melvin J. Ballard, p 179). Reconciling our pre-earthly
perspective and the reality of living on this side of the veil is something of
a challenge though.
In his last
conference talk Elder Bednar spoke about enduring to the end and he connected
to it a very necessary component, that of trust. It is something that has been
on my mind of late. As I considered his talk I realized that this is the key to
acceptance of earthly suffering and the power to endure to the end.
I realized my
willingness to trust that my life is playing out according to God’s plan for me
and my trust that what is to come in next life is imperative for my existence
here and now.
And my
ultimate trust comes with a hope which is this: to be faithful and valiant in
my testimony of Jesus whilst in mortality with ‘a hope of a glorious
resurrection, through the grace of God the Father and his Only Begotten Son,
Jesus Christ’ (D&C 138:12-14)
Because the valleys do not
Lead to where I need to be,
You give me mountains to climb
To reach Your divinity.
You are so high
And my reach is so low.
To come to Your arms
I accept the mountains
That show me which way to go.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Ponder Anew by LDS Book Store)

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