When I went
searching for the truth at the ripe old age of 16, I read a lot about the
Church. By the time I sought to be
baptised, there was nothing much the missionaries could teach me. I knew all
about Joseph Smith and accepted his prophetic calling without question. My real
testimony of him, however, came 30 years later when I was working towards my
University degree. I decided I would do a history assignment on the Church.
This time I read much more about Joseph, as so much more was available online.
What I read, however, were things written by the so called ‘intellectuals.
Joseph was told by
Moroni, when only a teenager, that his 'name should be had for good and evil
among all nations, kindreds, and tongues, or that it should be both good and
evil spoken of among all people' (JHS 1:33). The research for my assignment
took me down the path that made me sorrow and shed tears. In the end I had to
bend my knees and ask the Lord to help me understand the man Joseph Smith. What
happened is not something I expected. I don’t know how it COULD happen but it
did. During the course of my prayer, I was ‘shown’ Joseph Smith’s heart. I
understood that all he did during his prophetic calling was done out of the
goodness that lay there. As this understanding flooded over me I could not
contain my tears and came to appreciate the great sacrifices he made in
fulfilling his earthly purpose. I came to know and understand him in the
spiritual sense and my testimony of him became iron clad.
It is my belief
that we need to tread lightly when we delve into the past. I heard one of my
University professors say once that history is very much subjective. Even
though it is supposed to be cold hard facts, they are recorded from someone's
perspective, a human perspective. We of this century cannot fully understand
the mentality, the challenges and the pattern of how things worked in times
past. Equally hard to understand to the people of other time periods would be
our dispensation; the liberties we take, the freedoms we have, the technology
which affords us the ease with which we perform our daily tasks, the stresses
of modern-day living, our sicknesses, our anxieties, our depressions, our
battle with forces of evil. Some things we
consider normal now would be considered unacceptable and inappropriate in
yesteryear. Times change and with it the mentality of the people.
Joseph Smith is the
root of our Church, the Church being an institution and establishment, not the
Gospel. The root of the Gospel is and ever will be our Beloved Christ. He is
the foundation on which the Church rests. We are blessed with immensely rich
heritage as members of the restored Church. We should never be ashamed or
reluctant to voice our witness of this heritage. When we tell non-members about
our Church, may we always bear witness of the Prophet of the Restoration. I
have heard it said, if a person cannot accept Joseph Smith, they can’t accept
the Church. I share here a missionary story of the father of President David O.
McKay to prove this point:
"He accepted
a call to a mission about 1880. When he began preaching in his native land and
bore testimony of the restoration of the gospel of Jesus Christ, he noticed
that the people turned away from him. They were bitter in their hearts against
anything Mormon, and the name of Joseph Smith seemed to arouse antagonism in
their hearts. One day he concluded that the best way to get these people would
be to preach just the simple principles, the atonement of the Lord Jesus
Christ, the first principles of the gospel, and not bear testimony of the
restoration of the gospel. It first came simply, as a passing thought, but yet
it influenced his future work. In a month or so he became oppressed with a
gloomy, downcast feeling, and he could not enter into the spirit of his work.
He did not really know what was the matter, but his mind became obstructed; his
spirit became clogged; he was oppressed and hampered, and that feeling of
depression continued until it weighed him down with such heaviness that he went
to the Lord and said: 'Unless I can get this feeling removed, I shall have to
go home. I cannot continue my work with this feeling'.
It continued for
some time after that, then one morning before daylight, following a sleepless
night, he decided to retire to a cave, near the ocean, where he knew he would
be shut off from the world entirely, and there pour out his soul to God and ask
why he was oppressed with this feeling, what he had done, and what he could do
to throw it off and continue his work....He entered that place and said: 'Oh,
Father, what can I do to have this feeling removed? I must have it lifted or I
cannot continue in this work'; and he heard a voice, as distinct as the tone I
am now uttering, say: 'Testify that Joseph Smith is a Prophet of God'.
Remembering, then what he tacitly had decided six weeks or more before and
becoming overwhelmed with the thought, the whole thing came to him in a
realization that he was there for a special mission, and that he had not given
that special mission the attention which it deserved. Then he cried in his
heart, 'Lord, it is enough’……... (Gospel Ideals, pp 21-22)
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Joseph Smith at Saviour's Feet by Liz Lemon Swindle)
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