“Why
did the Lord ask such things of Abraham? Because, knowing what his future would
be and that he would be the father of an innumerable posterity, He was
determined to test him. God did not do this for His own sake for He knew by His
foreknowledge what Abraham would do; but the purpose was to impress upon
Abraham a lesson to enable him to attain unto knowledge that he could not
obtain in any other way.
“That
is why God tries all of us. It is not for His own knowledge for He knows all
things beforehand. He knows all your lives and everything you will do. But He
tries us for our own good that WE MAY KNOW OURSELVES; for it is most important
that a man should know himself.”
-
George
Q. Cannon, “Gospel Truth, comp. Jerreld L. Newquist, 2 Vols [1974] 1:113
I
can bear witness of this truth. I was drowning in despair. It was a test of my
faith I did not expect and I wondered if God understood that He was asking of
me more than I could give. I had gone through some tests before and I was
weary. I had begun to believe this one was beyond me. To make matters worse,
the heavens were silent. No explanation, no help.
I
began to lose my desire for eternal life and returning to God’s presence,
something I had arrived to over the years that exceeded every other desire I
had. When you lose hope of something better at the end of the tunnel you are
in, life becomes pretty bleak. Losing faith and hope in eternal life which was
my over-riding goal, gave me only one alternative, darkness. It was suffocating
me.
One
morning I made it to the bathroom crying and begging God to send me something
or someone to lift me, to help in some way….. and then I caught my reflection
in the mirror. I could barely recognise myself. My face was haggard from the
despair it wore. This is what came to me: “this isn’t me, not the me I once
knew. I am not this person. I am strong and fearless…….”
I
left my bathroom that morning crying again because God did send me someone….He
sent me ME. And I understood the purpose of the test…..I had somehow over time
felt beaten by life and had stopped believing in myself. I struggled with a will to live. But the test….what I
considered a calamity, dug deep into my soul and showed me who I truly am and I
saw HIM at the end of the tunnel once again.
So
God tested Abraham so Abraham would know himself and his commitment to God. If
you find yourself standing at a precipice one day, know that the moment of your
decision will show you who you are and you will see the Saviour at the end of the dark tunnel where He stands beckoning…..
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: His Hand Is Stretched Out Still by Yongsung Kim)








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