“The
Saviour desires to save us from our inadequacies as well as our sins.
Inadequacy is not the same as being sinful – we have far more control over the
choice to sin than we may have over our innate capacity. We sometimes say that
the Lord will not save us IN our sins, but FROM them. However, it is quite
possible that He will save us IN our inadequacies as well as FROM them.
“A sense of
falling short or falling down is not only natural but essential to the mortal
experience. Still, after all we can do, the Atonement can fill that which is
empty, straighten our bent parts, and make strong that which is weak.
“The Saviour’s
victory can compensate not only for our sins but also for our inadequacies; not
only for our deliberate mistakes but also for our sins committed in ignorance,
our errors of judgment, and our unavoidable imperfections. Our ultimate
aspiration is more than being forgiven of sin – we seek to become holy, endowed
affirmatively with Christlike attributes, at one with Him, like Him. Divine
grace is the only source that can finally fulfill that aspiration, after all we
can do.
“The truth
is not that WE must make it on OUR own, but that HE will make us HIS own.”
-
Elder Bruce C. Hafen, “The Broken Heart”, p 19-20
This, among
many other reasons, is why I love Paul the Apostle, a missionary to the Gentiles
for 35 years, a servant of Jesus Christ, scourged, beaten, persecuted, stoned,
shipwrecked and martyred: he had a ‘thorn in the flesh’ (2 Cor 12:5-10)…..an
imperfection, a weakness, an inadequacy….
Paul is the
perfect scriptural example of what Elder Hafen spoke of. Paul gives us two
explanations for the ‘thorn’ in his flesh. This is the first: “And lest I
should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there
was given to me a thorn in the flesh…..” (v 7). He could see plainly that his
calling in life which brought him to spiritual greatness could also bring him
to the altar of pride. The thorn served a great purpose to keep him grounded in
his humanity and mortality.
The second
is this. After repeated pleadings that the Lord remove the thorn, Paul was told
‘no’. Hence the lesson in grace. Perhaps the Lord preferred a humble Paul to a
prideful one but Paul understood something more significant: “Most gladly
therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may
rest upon me.” (v 9)…..in other words, I would rather have a weakness that
would bring me in the end to Christ than not…..
Paul, who sacrificed
all for Christ, and who endured much suffering for His name’s sake was torn
between his eagerness to ‘depart and be with Him’ and his desire to stay and
serve Him (1 Philippians 1:23-26). He remained faithful to the end despite his ‘thorn
in the flesh’…….
I looked in
the mirror today
And didn’t
like what I did see
Then I
remembered that one day
Dear Saviour,
I will be like Thee.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Gentle Saviour by Jay Bryant Ward)