I have been of late fascinated with the people in the
Book of Mormon who were overcome by the spirit to the point where it exceeded
their physical strength and caused unconsciousness: Alma, Ammon, Lamoni, his
wife, their servants….(Alma 19:6; 14; 27:17; 36:16-21). It would seem this
phenomenon is linked with conversion and I think this is so because when we are
being converted to the truth, we are inviting and receiving Christ into our
hearts. Alma testified of this when he described his conversion experience at
the onset of which he said: “I cried within my heart: O Jesus, thou Son of God,
have mercy on me….” (Alma 36:18). If you look at each instance of this separation
of body and spirit that happened in the scriptures I have quoted, you will see
that one particular word is mentioned in each.
In his reflection on the missionary success of the
sons of Mosiah, Alma explains what this word is that overwhelms a person: “Now,
when I think of the success of these my brethren my soul is carried away, even
to the separation of it from the body, as it were, so great is my JOY” (Alma
29:16). Once again, this joy is linked to the conversion that the sons of
Mosiah had success with in their labours.
In D&C 11:13, the Saviour tells us that joy comes
through the medium of His spirit; in 52:43, He tells us that He will crown the
faithful with joy; in 93:33 and 138:17, He tells us that resurrection will give
us a fulness of joy; and then in 101:36, the ultimate promise: “Wherefore, fear
not even unto death; for in this world your joy is not full, but in ME your joy
is full”. This suggests that being in His presence, resurrected and sanctified,
will give us the fulness of joy. I don’t know that we, in our present, mortal
state, can even comprehend this state of joy that awaits us. This will be joy
un-surpassing.
Last Sunday, I woke up at dawn and memories of my
conversion flooded my soul instantly. Perhaps because of my contemplation of
this subject. These memories stayed with me most of the day. I reflected over
and over on the day I was baptized at the tender age of 18. The minute I was
raised out of the water I was so overcome with the spirit that I burst into
tears. Reflecting on my journey in the Gospel filled my heart with such joy that
I wept most of the day. I recalled the many spiritual moments I have had over
the years and many revelations and even memories from my pre-existence and how
they all lifted me and grounded my testimony in spiritual awakening. The spirit
would not leave me all day on Sunday and I felt I was at heaven’s gate.
You met me at dawn
With my memories so vast;
I remembered coming to You
Long ago through the water’s gate,
So wide open for my soul to embrace.
You flowed through my heart since that day
Showing me the wonder of You;
I have seen Your agonising sacrifice,
Never to be erased.
I hear You, I am Your sheep,
I know You and Your sacrificial pains,
For the believing blood of Israel
Runs through my veins.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Find Perfect Joy by B. Laura Wilson)