I carry my cross every day to the foot of Calvary
Where You carried yours so valiantly to the top;
I wait for You there to lift me
To meet you at the foot of Your gilded throne.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Behold the Man by Simon Dewey)
I carry my cross every day to the foot of Calvary
Where You carried yours so valiantly to the top;
I wait for You there to lift me
To meet you at the foot of Your gilded throne.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Behold the Man by Simon Dewey)
As the
children of Israel marched toward Canaan, their magnitude and size drove fear
into the nations they encountered along the way. The most warlike nation they
encountered inhabited the lands of Gobolitis and Petra and were called
Amalekites (the descendants of Esau).
This is
what the Amalekites saw: a formidable army of strangers, which by their strength,
escaped the slavery of Egypt and which needed to be crushed before they came to
be prosperous and take over the cities and all their goods…..therefore they had
to be destroyed. (Josephus, “Jewish Antiquities” Book 3, Chapter 2:1).
The
Amalekites made two big mistakes. The first was making the wrong assumption of
the Hebrews which were ill prepared for war, who had nothing and only escaped
Egypt through the strength of their God. The second mistake they made was
cowardly attacking the rear end of the marching Israelites killing the feeble
and the faint and the weary. This did not sit well with God who commanded the
Israelites to “utterly put out the remembrance of Amalek from under heaven”
(Exodus 17:14; The Old Testament Student Manual p 123).
This
slaughter of their weak members drove incredible fear into the rest of the camp.
Lucky for them they had one great advantage over all the other nations they would
encounter in their sojourn. They had a living prophet among them. Moses
exhorted his people to be courageous and to look upon their entire prosperity
at the hands of God since they left Egypt and to believe that God will deliver
them again (Josephus,
"Jewish Antiquities" Book 3, 2:2).
Moses had a
brilliant battle strategy: First, he appointed as the captain of the army a man
of great courage, of great abilities and very serious in the worship of God,
and very much like Moses who the people could have confidence in. Enter Joshua,
the son of Nun, of the tribe of Ephraim. Secondly, he directed his brother
Aaron and Miriam’s husband, Hur, to stand on each side of him and uphold his
hands to be a beacon of God’s power which would ensure the victory (Exodus
17:8-13)
The
children of Israel won that war, terrified the neighbouring nations and enriched
themselves with the spoils, having not lost one soul while those of the enemy’s
army were too many to be numbered (“Jewish Antiquities” p 117).
I wasn’t
going to write about this part of the Israelite’s journey but I saw something
very significant in it. I saw the importance of a living prophet who represents
the one who stands at the head. The Israelites could never have made it to the
promised land if they did not have a prophet holding his hands up invoking the
power of Him who had said: “….and ye
shall know that I am the Lord your God” (Exodus 16:12)
Never in
the history of the world have we needed a living prophet as much as we do now. The
spiritual battle is raging, the evil power is the greatest it has ever been. The
battle ground is fierce. Our promised land awaits but we need not fear.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Artist Unknown)
I will scatter the seeds of Your love
Along humanity’s path
To feed the hungry souls
For many years;
Until each cared for soul
Will pave the trail of my happy tears.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: You Are Loved by Alex Kovych)
"I am convinced that no soul has ever been whipped into this mortal
existence; that each one of us came willingly, cheerfully, and gladly; even
though we might have known that we were to inherit a body that was crippled,
maimed, and deformed, still we were glad to come.....
“We knew that it meant sorrow, pain, and ultimately, death, and yet we
rejoiced in the prospect to come. We saw beyond the valley of the shadow of
death, with all of its pain, with all of its suffering, the grand vistas of the
eternities, providing for man's eternal and endless progress, on, up and up,
until we should attain unto what God is. Yet we knew that we could never ascend
until we had descended and had been given a mortal tabernacle, and the union of
the spirit and the body had become an accomplished fact.
“So by the attraction of it all we came gladly and willingly, for our
eyes were not so much centred upon the sorrows and troubles of life as upon the
grandness of that which lies beyond." (Melvin J. Ballard, "Sermons
and Missionary Services of Melvin J. Ballard", p. 179)
Teach
me dear God
to
till my little plot of earth
And
give me strength
To
overcome the imperfections
of
my mortal heart.
Teach
me to look upward
And
hope for the glories
That
will one day be mine;
Help
me to rise on wings of faith;
Lift
me above valleys,
Mountains
and seas
That
I might forsake this world
And
fly with haste to Thee.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Homecoming by Danny Hahlbohm)
There is a
story of faith in the Book of Mormon that touches me to my core. It is the
story of Enos whose faith became ‘unshaken’ in the Lord during his lengthy
prayer in the forest (Enos 1:2,11). Faith is mentioned seven times in one
chapter that constitutes the book of Enos. So unshaken in his faith Enos became
that the Lord told him that his desires will be granted (v 12, 15).
And this
was the desire of Enos: that the record of his people be preserved and brought
unto salvation of the Lamanites at a future date (v 13). The Lord informed him
that his predecessors too have ‘required’ this of Him and that their faith will
be honoured also and the records therefore preserved (v 18). Think about it.
The Lamanites were the enemies of the prophets that prayed for their salvation.
So bound was
the Lord by the faith of these righteous
men that he made a covenant with Enos as to the fulfilment of His request (v
16) and confirmed this in our dispensation: “But before the great day of the
Lord shall come, Jacob shall flourish in the wilderness, and the Lamanites
shall blossom as the rose” (D&C 49;24).
“The
Lamanites must rise again in dignity and strength to fully join their brethren
and sisters of the household of God in carrying forth his work in preparation
for that day when the Lord Jesus Christ will return to lead his people, when
the Millenium will be ushered in, when the earth will be renewed and receive
its paradisiacal glory and its lands be united and become one land.” (Spencer
W. Kimball, “Our Paths Have Met Again”, Ensign Dec 1975, pp 5,7)
President
Kimball went on to say that ‘the remnant of the house of Joseph’, meaning the
Lamanites, will be built upon the land of America which is their inheritance.
The Book of Mormon gives us more of an insight into the role they will play in our
day.
When the
Saviour visited the Americas post resurrection He spoke of the immense pride,
lyings, deceits, hypocrisy, murders and priestcrafts, whoredoms and secret
abominations of the
Gentiles that will exist in the land prior to His return. He made it clear that
if they do not repent then ‘the remnant of Joseph’ will rise to clear the land of
its wickedness ‘as a lion among the beasts of the forest’ (3 Nephi 16:10;
20:15-17).
The
Saviour also stated that after the cleansing of the wicked, the Lamanites will
assist in building of the New Jerusalem, following which He would personally
supervise their conversion and gathering (3 Nephi 21:23-26; see also “Prophecy
and Modern Times” by Clean Skousen p 38 and President Marion G. Romney, BYU
Speeches of the Year 1972)
Alma
made it clear that “there are many promises which are extended to the Lamanites
for it is because of the traditions of their fathers that caused them to remain
in their state of ignorance; therefore the Lord will be merciful unto them…..and
they will be brought to believe in his word….and many will be saved for the
Lord will be merciful unto all who call on his name” (Alma 9:16)
I
see the Saviour so clearly in the concept of the House of Israel. His mercy and
forgiveness is undeniable towards this group of people whom He has chosen as
His despite their mortal imperfections and inadequacies. And the promises of
gathering of all the tribes from the four quarters of the earth will never cease
until He fulfils ‘the covenant which the Father hath made unto all the people
of the House of Israel’ (3 Nephi 16:5)
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Christ in the Land of Bountiful by Simon Dewey)
It is estimated by historians that the total number of the children of Israel who left Egypt would have been close to 2 million. That number would have increased over the 40 years of journeying. Just imagine people’s struggle with this ongoing travel and its associated frustrations, fears and doubts for 40 years. It’s like a camping trip from hell!
Imagine setting up tents and then tearing them down to continue from one point of distance to another and doing that for 40 years. Now imagine running out of food and water along the way and having to fight off the people who saw you as a threat to their land.
We who live in an age of sophisticated transportation could never relate to reaching any destination on foot. Jehovah instructed Moses the congregation should march in groups of 4, with each group consisting of 3 tribes, on the west, south, east and north surrounding the tabernacle with Levites who were consecrated to the service of caring for the tabernacle and priesthood ordinances within, to be in the middle.
The places of honour, at the head and immediately following the tabernacle and the Levites were held by Judah and Ephraim (Numbers 2). These were the choice tribes who presided over the two kingdoms in the promised land. Judah, because Christ was to come from that line and Ephraim, because He is God’s firstborn:”…for I am a father to Israel, and Ephraim is my firstborn” (Jeremiah 31:9).
It was an eleven-day journey from Mt Sinai to the promised land but because of their rebellions that journey became 40 years of wandering (Clarke, “Bible Commentary” 1:737). Years ago when I was studying this, I came to the conclusion that the children of Israel were very spiritually immature. Their constant complaining and murmurings seemed like unnecessary faith defeating melt downs. Now that I have lived a life-time experiencing hardship, I have compassion for what they went through. I who abhor camping would not have lasted two days in such a situation.
Imagine being in charge of this whole operation. No wonder Moses exclaimed: I am not able to bear all this people alone, because it is too heavy for me!” (Numbers 11:14). But Moses did bear it because the God of Israel sent him Jethro, his father-in-law who taught him about delegation (Exodus 18:13-27). And that was not the only help He gave.
Jehovah also travelled with His chosen people (Numbers 9;21-23; 10:34; Psalm 78:14); sustained them with provisions; preserved their health and even the clothes upon their backs (Deuteronomy 8:4). He was there throughout the whole difficult experience refining them to become after 430 years in slavery, ‘a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people’ who could ‘show forth the praises of him who hath called them out of darkness into his marvellous light’ (1 Peter 2:9)
This life is like a wilderness through
which we must pass to get home. I have often asked myself why it has to be this
hard. The answer is the same for us as it was for the children of Israel: “…and
ye shall know that I am the Lord your God” (Exodus 16:12)
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Artist Unknown)
“Before you
joined this Church you stood on neutral ground. When the gospel was preached,
good and evil were set before you. You could choose either or neither. There
were two opposite masters inviting you to serve them. When you joined this
Church you enlisted to serve God. When you did that, you left the neutral
ground, and you never can go back on to it. Should you forsake the Master you
enlisted to serve, it will be by the instigation of the evil one, and you will
follow his dictation and be his servant.”
-
“Teachings
of Presidents of the Church: Joseph Smith” [2007], 324)
“The Lord
has made it clear that all who wish to be saved must endure to the end in righteousness
(see Ezekiel 18:24,27; Matthew 10:22; Mosiah 4:30; 3 Nephi 15:9, 27:17; D&C
18:22; 53:7; 82:7)
“President
Spencer W. Kimball taught: “having received the necessary saving ordinances –
baptism, the gift of the Holy Ghost, temple ordinances and sealings – one must
live the covenants made. He must endure in faith. No matter how brilliant was
the service rendered by the bishop of stake president or other person, if he
falters later in his life and fails to live righteously ‘to the end’ the good
works he did all stand in jeopardy.” (“Miracle
of Forgiveness” p 121)
How deep He buried the truth in my soul
Long before this body of clay
Began the journey below!
He has watered the seed of my faith
And cleared my garden of weeds of gloom
He is the Gardener
Who tenderly watches my soul’s
everlasting bloom.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Garden Portrait by LDS Art)
Then sang
Moses and the children of Israel this song unto the Lord, and spake saying, I
will sing unto the Lord; for he hath triumphed gloriously; the horse and his
rider hath he thrown into the sea.
The Lord is
my strength and song, and he is become my salvation: he is my God, and I will
prepare him an habitation: my father’s God, and I will exalt him.
The Lord is
a man of war: the Lord is his name.
Pharaoh’s
chariots and his host hath he cast into the sea: his chosen captains also are
drowned in the Red Sea.
Thy right
hand, O Lord is become glorious in power, thy right hand, O Lord, hath dashed
in pieces the enemy.
And in the
greatness of thine excellency thou hast overthrown them that rose up against
thee: thou sentest forth thy wrath, which consumed them as stubble.
Who is like
unto thee, O Lord, among the gods? Who is like thee, glorious in holiness,
fearful in praises, doing wonders?
Thou
stretchedst out thy right hand, the earth swallowed them.
Thou in thy
mercy hast led forth the people which thou hast redeemed: thou hast guided them
in thy strength unto thy holy habitation.
The Lord
shall reign for ever and ever.
-
Exodus 15:1-18
“Regardless
of where the Ten Tribes are, it will require a miracle to bring them forth. It
will be of greater magnitude than the dividing of the Red Sea in the days of
Israel’s Exodus. Mountains, ice and a continent of water will stand between the
Ten Tribes and the land of Zion when they first appear, but they will ‘smite
the rocks, and the ice shall flow down at their presence’ (D&C 133:26). As
they come to the great body of water, dry land will be cast up in the midst of
it so that a mighty highway will spread before them (ibid v 27; Isaiah 11:16).”
(Cleaon Skousen, “Prophecy and Modern Times” p 56)
And the
boundaries of the everlasting hills shall tremble at their presence.
And there
shall they fall down and be crowned with glory, even in Zion, by the hands of
the servants of the Lord, even the children of Ephraim.
And they
shall be filled with songs of everlasting joy.
(D&C 133:31-33
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Artist Unknown)
“So the
Hebrews went out of Egypt, while the Egyptians wept, and repented that they had
treated them so harshly…..but the Egyptians didn’t weep for long and…’soon
repented that the Hebrews were gone; and the king also was mightily concerned
that this had been procured by the magic arts of Moses; so they resolved to go
after them.”
-
(Josephus, “Jewish
Antiquities” 15:1, The New Complete Works of Josephus p 107)
The
number of Egyptians that pursued the children of Israel was overwhelming and
terrifying:six
hundred chariots, fifty thousand horsemen, and two hundred thousand footmen, all armed (ibid page 107; Exodus 14:7).
The
terrifying appearance of the Egyptian army when they found the Hebrews encamping
by the Red Sea, triggered their often-repeated accusations against Moses during
their travels to the promised land (Exodus 14:12. Josephus claims they
attempted to stone him several times.
Moses,
however, would not be deterred by the threat of his life and reasoned with
people that God would not lead them out of Egypt to abandon them and if He so
please He can make plain ground out of the mountains that were behind them and
dry land out of the sea that was before them. He therefore prayed to God for
their deliverance:
“You are
not ignorant, O Lord, that it is beyond human strength and human contrivance to
avoid the difficulties we are now under….and we have recourse only to that hope
we have in you….therefore manifest your power to us….the sea is yours, the mountains
also…..these mountains will open themselves if you command them, and the sea
also, if you command it, will become dry land.” (Josephus, “Jewish Antiquities”
16:1, p 109)
Moses closed
his supplication to God by saying that they can even escape by ‘flight through
the air, if He should determine that they should have that way of salvation’. Can
you imagine God not acting upon such a prayer of faith? It is unthinkable. I’ve
learnt something from Moses….without faith, prayer becomes just words.
Jehovah
responded to Moses’ faith and “caused the sea to go back by a strong east wind
all that night, and made the sea dry land, and the waters were divided…and the
children of Israel went into the midst of the sea upon the dry ground….and the
people feared the Lord, and believed the Lord, and his servant Moses.” (Exodus
14:21,22,31)
If you are
in bondage to the adversary, in any way, know this. He will not let you go
easily and when you try to escape he will come after you. But there is one
mightier than he. He will ensure your escape and honour your faith. Hope,
trust, believe…..He is the deliverer of your soul, may glory be His forever
more.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: I Was There by Danny Hahlbohm)
Israel’s
exodus from Egypt was epic. So momentous and powerful was it that it has been
remembered as an unparalleled act of God’s power to this day but something much
bigger is yet to happen to show the mankind who is in control of this project
we call ‘earth’.
Subsequent
Prophets to Moses both in the Near East and the Americas spoke often of the
Exodus to keep this momentous deliverance of Israel fresh in people’s minds.
They used the event as remembrance of Jehovah’s power and His mercy toward the
covenant people. I am
reminded of Nephi bringing Moses to his brothers’ remembrance when faced with
the challenge of recovering the brass plates from Laban (1 Nephi 4:2,3).
Besides
the Exodus, another sensational and dramatic example of Jehovah’s deliverance
is found in the book of Daniel. I was reading the other day of Daniel’s prayer
for forgiveness on behalf of the exiles in Babylon and I was enthralled with
the beauty of his words through which he acknowledged Jehovah’s deliverance of
Israel from Egypt (Daniel 9:15).
And herein
is the beauty of it all. Daniel prayed because he knew that God would deliver
the exiles from Babylon too and he knew it because of Isaiah’s prophecy (2 Chr
36:22-23; Isaiah 44:28; 45:1).
It
is suggested by historians that when Cyrus conquered Babylon, he found Daniel
there in his governmental capacity, and that Daniel pointed out to
him the prophecy of Isaiah that was given 140 years before the fall of
Jerusalem, that the Lord would raise up a mighty king who would free the Jewish
captives in Babylon and allow them to return to Jerusalem to rebuild the temple
and the holy city. Isaiah even named Cyrus by name.....180 years before he even
appeared in Babylon.
Astonishing
isn't it? It certainly was to Cyrus because he sent out the proclamation
amongst the Jews in Babylon that ‘the Lord God of heaven….had charged [him] to
build Him a house in Jerusalem’ (Ezra 1:2) and asked who among all of God’s
people wanted to return home. He actually offered freedom to anyone who wanted
it. Proof that God always accomplishes His purposes in miraculous ways because
nothing is beyond His power. It was no parting of the Red Sea but think about
it…a Persian king liberating the Jews….just for some perspective - ancient
Persia is modern day Iran.
In
our day, the Lord will perform another miracle of restoring those that are lost.
As early as 1831 the Lord revealed to Joseph Smith that the translated Apostle
John was fulfilling a mission among the Ten Tribes preparing them for their
journey to Zion (“Essentials in Church History, p 126).
This
will be an event of enormous proportions, greater than the dividing of the Red
Sea. So much so that ‘the boundaries of the everlasting hills shall tremble at
their presence…’ (D&C 133:31-33). 'The boundaries of the everlasting hills'
being North America (Orson Pratt, in “Journal of Discourses”, 18:167-68; see
also Genesis 49:26).
So
great will this event be that ‘it will no longer be said “The Lord liveth, that
brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt but, the Lord liveth
that brought up the children of Israel from the land of the north and from all
the lands whither he had driven them…” (Jeremiah 16:14,15) because “this is the
blessing of the everlasting God upon the tribes of Israel …” who proclaims:
“I
am he who led the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt; and my arm is
stretched out in the last days, to save my people Israel.” (D&C 133: 34;
136:22)
We
will come to Zion
With
songs of everlasting joy
To
worship our Lord and our King
And
to Him forever our praises we will sing.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Joyful by Graphic Arts Design)
“Prophets,
priests and kings…..have looked forward with joyful anticipation to the day in
which we live; and fired with heavenly and joyful anticipations they have sung,
and written and prophesied of this our day; but they died without the sight; we
are the favoured people that God has made choice of to bring about the
latter-day glory; it is left for us to see, participate in and help to roll
forward the latter-day glory, ‘the dispensation of the fulness of times’.”
-
Joseph Smith, “Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith”
p 231)
I have been
thinking about this for a couple of days. It took me back to when I joined the
Church at 18 years of age and I remembered how excited I was as a new member. I
was care-free and idealistic. The Gospel was simple: obey the commandments and
you will reap the blessings. That was 50 years ago and of course over the
years, the hardships of life have taught me that focus is not as simple as
that.
We are
living in that ‘exciting’ day that Joseph Smith spoke of but this exciting day
is not looking so exciting if the focus is on the world. We are surrounded by
wars, crime, financial hardship, mental health crisis and more. Sometimes we
might think that it is difficult to view our day with all its perils as an exciting time to be alive.
The Dispensation of the Fulness of Times holds within it a big responsibility, a responsibility to build a Millenial society. Like the prophets, priests and kings who looked forward to our day, we might have to look forward to the Millenial Day.
We know it will be a time of peace when the Saviour will reign as the King of Kings so there will be no wars; when all things shall be revealed (D&C 101:23-35); when the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord so there will be no persecution of the believers (2 Nephi 30:8-17); when there will be no sickness or death (Isaiah 65:20; D&C 63:51); when Satan will be bound and will tempt no man (D&C 101:28); when ‘whatsoever any man shall ask, it shall be given him’ (D&C 101:27).
To
live in that kind of society means we have to BE that kind of society. We are
to survive the turmoil of today by letting God prevail in our lives so that we
can enjoy the fulness of tomorrow. If we focus on that ‘tomorrow’, we will see
in our mind’s eye peace in turmoil, clarity in confusion, satisfaction in
discontent and power in endurance….until the day that we will be able to rest
from all our labours and the fulness will be complete…..when He comes to make
us free.
How can I explain my peace
because of Thee?
Whenever
my mind idles,
My
thoughts fly to Thee
And
I am free;
Whenever
my mind empties,
It
fills with thoughts of Thee
And
I am free;
Whenever
my mind wanders,
It
finds a path to Thee
And
I am free;
Whenever
my heart aches
It
runs to Thee
And
I am free.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: The Dove of Peace by Doc Christensen)
I saw You
today in my heart and I wept knowing
As more
believe, the tree that bore Your weight keeps growing.
I saw the
love flow from the deepest
Well within
Your soul - Your salvation for us all.
My heart
was rent knowing Your pain
And the
tears You spilt on that day remain.
They are
the gems I treasure in my heart…
I am one of
Your many children of light.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: The Way In The Wilderness by Chris Brazelton)
“Consider
President George Q. Cannon’s approach to tithing when he was an impoverished
young man. When his bishop commented on the large amount of tithing poor young
George was paying, George said something like: ‘Oh Bishop, I’m not paying
tithing on what I MAKE. I’m paying tithing on what I WANT to make!’ And the
very next year George earned exactly the amount he had paid tithing on the year
before!” (Wendy Watson Nelson, “Becoming the Person You Were Born to Be”
BYU-Hawaii Devotional for Young Adults Jan 10, 2016)
President
Cannon’s example is not a get rich quick scheme but it is the way of taking
faith to the next level when an increase in livelihood is needed.
When I was
17 I read about the Church in a library book. I loved everything I read and
didn’t find fault with any principles the members were asked to live by. I accepted
everything and yearned to be baptized. One Sunday I made my way to the closest
chapel during meeting time. I walked past it several times looking at it
longingly thinking I was not allowed in because I was not a member.
For some
reason what came into my mind was the law of tithing. I was working in an
office full time by then and earning $100 per week. It was a lot 50 years ago.
I felt rich. My response to the thought was: “I would gladly give my entire pay
to the Church for the privilege of sitting in that building.” And so began my Church membership and my testimony
of the principle of tithing.
I had no
problem paying tithing until I was a struggling single mother following my
divorce. I learnt that falling behind in paying it made me feel terribly
unworthy and inferior in God’s kingdom. I learnt it was not worth being half-hearted
in my obedience. Since then, as part of my penance, I have paid my tithing
first and foremost before I paid any bills. I made it my biggest priority.
I cannot
tell you that I ended up financially well off but I can tell you that something
much greater happened. Even though I had wished at certain times of my life
that I was more financially secure, the pursuit of something far greater than
temporal blessings became my main focus, and this is what became my focus: “true
prosperity is the growth in the knowledge of God, and in a testimony, and in
the power to live the gospel…” (“Teachings of Presidents of the Church: Heber
J. Grant [2002], 124)
The Book of
Mormon prophets talked at great length about ‘prospering in the land’, Alma in
particular (1 Nephi 2:20; 2 Nephi 1:9,20,31; Jarom 1:9; Mosiah 1:7; Alma 36:1,30;
37:13; 38:1; 49:30; 50:20). To understand what true prosperity is, it’s
imperative to know what it isn’t. In the scriptural sense prosperity means to
have the blessing of being close to God, to be in His presence in this
life…because to NOT prosper means to be cut off from His presence: 2 Nephi
1:20; 4:4; Mosiah 7:29; Alma 9:13; Mosiah 1:7; 2:22; Omni 1:6; see also The
Book of Mormon Student Manual p 234).
I have
never forgotten that moment in time when I was 17 when I regarded the Church
far greater than the money I was earning. As a result I have never paid tithing
throughout my Church membership in expectation of financial blessings in
return.
I have paid
it because I wanted to be a worthy member of His Church: worthy of having the
truth He had blessed me with; worthy of the commandments He had given me so
that I would never become lost; worthy of the trust He had in me to live by the
covenants I had made with Him; worthy of the spiritual knowledge He was
bestowing upon me; worthy of His Spirit which encircled me in the arms of His
love many, many times.
I am not
negating temporal blessings here as a result of tithe paying. My patriarchal
blessing says if I pay my tithing and offerings I will be blessed beyond my
fondest dreams. At first glance, anyone would think that would mean I would be
rich in this life……but the scriptures are more right than anyone…… I testify true
prosperity has exceeded my fondest dreams….
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: His Love Fills My Heart by Greg Collins)
You carried your precious
boy
So close to your beating
heart,
Hoping it would protect
Him
From the fate that would
tear you apart.
You stood weeping at the
foot of the cross
In the valley of
humiliation and death,
Your pain and sorrow
unable to suppress.
You are a mother, like no
other……
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Pieta by Rose Datoc Dall)
The most exhilarating part of the Saviour's earthly life would have to be
post resurrection.
Imagine abandoning your profession to be an
apostle of a man who claimed to be the Son of God. Imagine all the time you
have put in being His disciple, all the hope you had in His promises and His
teachings. Imagine the tutoring and the love you have experienced at His side.
Then imagine all of that coming to an end as
you saw Him crucified. Imagine having
your witness of His divinity crushed as you saw Him dying on the cross because
He would not fight back. Most likely an enormous wave of doubt would flood your
whole being. Could the Romans, who were mere men, kill Christ if He was really
God?
All hope seemed to be gone. Then on the third
day, the grief would not end for the Master whom His disciples loved was gone
from the sepulcher where He lay. With haste Peter and John ran to see for
themselves the emptiness of the tomb with no doubt the Master’s words echoing
in their ears:
“A little while and ye shall not see me: and
again, a little while, and ye shall see me…..ye shall weep and lament….and ye
shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow shall be turned into joy” (John 16:16,20). Did
they run to that tomb with hope against hope in His saying that He must rise
again from the dead??? (John 20:9). Was it really true???
This was the moment in time when the lives of
Peter and John changed forever. The Saviour’s life came to an end but theirs
was just beginning. Imagine their joy and excitement as they saw their beloved
Master again, in His immortal body, and were given the understanding of the
scriptures which spoke of His death and rising from the dead the third day (Luke
24:45,46).
The third time Jesus showed himself to His
disciples at the sea of Tiberias, He made it clear what their mission was.
Lacking in direction, Peter and some of the Twelve went fishing (John 21:1-3).
After all, this is what they knew best but that night they caught nothing.
When in the morning they saw Jesus standing on
the shore, they followed his instruction to cast the net on the right side of
the ship and when they did so, the net came up full for ‘the multitude of
fishes’ (John 21: 6). This was the lesson: they were to ‘feed His sheep’ and be
the fishers of men (vs 15-17)
Peter and John were spiritually transformed
following the ascension of Him whom they called the Beloved Master (Luke 8:24; Mark
9:5; 13:1; John 13:13). A leader in his own right, appointed by the Saviour
himself to hold the keys of the Kingdom (Matthew 16:13-19), Peter became a
spiritual giant whose very shadow was believed would heal the sick in the
streets (Acts 5:15).
He accepted graciously the manner of his death
as foretold by Jesus (John 21:18,19; 2 Peter: 1:13, 14) and died in Rome during
the reign of emperor Nero in 64 A.D. In the Roman Empire, crucifixions took
many shapes which are too indelicate to mention (Seneca, Dialogue “To Marcia on
Consolation”, in Moral Essays, 6.20.3).
According to tradition, Peter was crucified
upside down, a death of his choice having felt unworthy to die in the same manner
as his Master. Perhaps his three denials of Him echoed in his pool of memories
to the very end (John 13:38; Mark 14:66-72).
And what can we say of John, the most beloved
disciple (John 21:7,20) whom the Saviour named the Son of Thunder (Luke
9:52-56: Mark 3:17)? He who lives
still and sorrows for the sins of the world. Peter chose a speedy death to be
reunited with the Beloved Master but John chose a more noble path by remaining
on the earth to bring souls unto Him until the end of the world. I am in awe of
John the Beloved.
I am grateful for the legacy these men left
behind, a legacy of faith and works and their powerful testimonies in the words
that I am privileged to read.
I had three images for this post. All three
done by different artists depicting amazing emotion of expectation and hope of
Peter and John as they ran towards the sepulcher. I couldn’t choose which one
to use. In the end I used all three across my three platforms, my personal FB
page, my FB Group and my Blog. I imagine myself running, like them, when my
time comes, to fall at the feet of my Saviour who lives…..
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: The Sepulcher by Dan Bur)
He Is Risen…..
The suffering endured
The power displayed
The love manifested
(Tad R. Callister, The Infinite Atonement)
(Matthew 28:6)
The Hope of Israel
King of Nations
The Lord of Hosts
Eternal King
The Son of God
The Balm of Gilead
The Son of Man of Holiness
The King of Zion
The Rock of Heaven
The Son of Righteousness
The Great I am
The Good Shepherd
The Stone of Israel
The Son of Man
The Great Amen
The Mighty One of Jacob
The Shepherd of Israel
The Word of Life
Man of Counsel
The Bright and Morning Star
The Holy One
Endless
Eternal
Messiah
The Lamb of God
The Great Jehovah
The Rock of Our Salvation
The liberator of
the captive, the succor of the weak, the balm of the afflicted, the well of all
perfection, the fountain of all righteousness…..
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Jesus Ascends by Chris Brazelton)
With what heavy steps
You approached the garden’s gate!
You suffered, You atoned,
You hung lifeless on the cross,
As you met Your appointed fate.
I waited for my turn on earth
And watched with angels
Your rise from the darkened tomb
That could not contain
The magnitude of You.
I saw Your glory that shone so bright
Defeating death and making all anew
And I wept for the greatness of hope
That rose with You.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: On The Third Day by Greg Collins)
The wounds He earned so long ago
Are with Him still today;
The tears are shed for evermore
For lambs that go astray.
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: Jesus Wept by Mindi Oaten)