I have wondered if Adam and Eve ever felt guilty about
their transgression in the Garden of Eden. Life in the lone and dreary world
was no doubt beyond tough and capable of inducing such guilt. Imagine the
relief and joy when they were taught the Gospel and the Plan of Salvation was
explained to them, when they understood the role they played in what was meant
to be. Their joyful remarks echoes one thing: the excitement of being reunited with
God again (Moses 5:10,11)
In eagerness they shared the glad news of the Gospel with
their children, and their children, who had multiplied and replenished the
earth (Moses 5:2,3). Imagine their dismay when their children and grandchildren
didn’t share in their excitement but instead chose to listen to Satan who came
among them and told them: “Believe it not” (v 13). And they believed and loved
Satan more than God.
When Adam and Eve were blessed with another son their hope
revived believing he will not reject God’s words (v 16). He was the son who
showed great promise and was even ordained to the Priesthood of Adam (“Teachings
of the Prophet Joseph Smith” p 169). Imagine the blow to his parents when Cain
responded to their teachings: “Who is the Lord that I should know him?” (v 16).
With such arrogance and pride Cain put himself on the slippery slope to
becoming Master Mahan and Lucifer’s partner in instituting the first murder
cult in the world (v 31).
Adam and Eve’s sorrow was doubly multiplied when they
lost both Cain and his righteous brother Abel. After finally getting a good son
who worshipped God and then losing him in such a horrific manner would have
been unbearable (Moses 5:32).
I have often wondered about the Proverbs scripture
that claims if you “train up a child in the way he should go and when he is
old, he will not depart from it” (Proverbs 22:6). I have a child that I trained
up in the right way, a child who showed incredible spiritual promise in
childhood but is far from that promise now. I see other friends in the Church
with the same dilemma and heartache.
My consolation is that after all I could do, my
daughter is now in God’s hands. I am assured by Church leaders that the Lord
will reach out to the wandering sheep and call them home. I am also certain
that He will on judgment day take into consideration the many obstacles and
challenges not known before that our children have had to deal with, rampant
mental health being just one of them.
And lastly….If you tend to feel guilty about your
wayward children, just remember that our heavenly parents gave birth and raised
children that became sons of perdition. They could not have had a more perfect
upbringing and tutoring in righteousness. Such is the power of free agency…..but
in the end His mercy has prepared kingdoms of glory for most…..through His
Beloved Son…..
Will
the sinner for whom you suffered,
Who
rejected and reviled Thee
Weep
in the end for Thy pain and Thy sorrow?
Will
his heart understand
When
he kneels before Thee
The
debt he owes for the existence
Of
his merciful tomorrow?
- CATHRYNE ALLEN
(Art: The Rescue by Nathan Greene)













